My First Entry
Inspired by dees417 (HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!), here is my first good entry... I actually joined about a week before this, but they were all random entries because I was out of school with mono at that point. It's very strange to look at where I was my sophomore year of high school versus my sophomore year of veterinary school. Weirdness.
[27 Jan 2001|07:30pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Alanis Morissette - Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie ]
I need to figure out who I am. The more I think about it, the less I know about myself. How can I be myself when I don't know who that is? How can I be anything at all if I don't know who I'm supposed to be in the first place? I can remember I got really close to figuring myself out a while back, but lately it seems that any progress I had once made has vanished. I'm numb to the world and I'm tired of not being able to feel or connect with anyone. I mean, there are times when I feel really close to some people but most of the time I just feel alone. I know I'm not alone, and it's not for lack of people or love around me, it's just that's the way I feel sometimes. I want that to stop, I want to be able to drown myself in good feelings instead of always having this unfeeling just-there mindset.
I'm cold.
let's grease the wheel over tea
let's discuss things in confidense
let's be outspoken, let's be ridiculous
let's solve the world's problems
I'm really enjoying this site...it took me a while but I now spend most of my time here. Brr...my parents are cutting down on the gas bill. It's freezing in here. I've got on two shirts and I'm still cold. Ah, the heat just came on.
Warmth from the heater
Why can't it stay forever?
Still, the cold returns
Like my haiku? LOL ok, before I bore you all to death and type to much I'm going to go watch Scary Movie. Dad just ordered it. Goodnight for now.
~Yznia
[27 Jan 2001|07:30pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Alanis Morissette - Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie ]
I need to figure out who I am. The more I think about it, the less I know about myself. How can I be myself when I don't know who that is? How can I be anything at all if I don't know who I'm supposed to be in the first place? I can remember I got really close to figuring myself out a while back, but lately it seems that any progress I had once made has vanished. I'm numb to the world and I'm tired of not being able to feel or connect with anyone. I mean, there are times when I feel really close to some people but most of the time I just feel alone. I know I'm not alone, and it's not for lack of people or love around me, it's just that's the way I feel sometimes. I want that to stop, I want to be able to drown myself in good feelings instead of always having this unfeeling just-there mindset.
I'm cold.
let's grease the wheel over tea
let's discuss things in confidense
let's be outspoken, let's be ridiculous
let's solve the world's problems
I'm really enjoying this site...it took me a while but I now spend most of my time here. Brr...my parents are cutting down on the gas bill. It's freezing in here. I've got on two shirts and I'm still cold. Ah, the heat just came on.
Warmth from the heater
Why can't it stay forever?
Still, the cold returns
Like my haiku? LOL ok, before I bore you all to death and type to much I'm going to go watch Scary Movie. Dad just ordered it. Goodnight for now.
~Yznia