housing and the end of Derek & me
I am still trying to find an apartment. One of my program peers took an apartment out from under me after misleading me about his intentions.
It's days like this when I wish I weren't so freaking organized and plan-oriented. If I were easy going and happy-go-lucky, this would be SO much easier. As it is, I can only hear, "Don't stress," so much before turning to those people and blowing their heads off with smoldering looks.
On a happier note, I subbed for a cutie today (a coach), so that was a nice way to start the morning.
And on a final, sobering note, Derek has put down his deposit on a place to live next year--he has housing before I do--which makes our relationship status (or lack of) all the more final, scary, and nervewracking.
I talked with a landlord tonight and he's going to review my rental application. Hopefully I can get this shit under control and in gear before too long.
It's days like this when I wish I weren't so freaking organized and plan-oriented. If I were easy going and happy-go-lucky, this would be SO much easier. As it is, I can only hear, "Don't stress," so much before turning to those people and blowing their heads off with smoldering looks.
On a happier note, I subbed for a cutie today (a coach), so that was a nice way to start the morning.
And on a final, sobering note, Derek has put down his deposit on a place to live next year--he has housing before I do--which makes our relationship status (or lack of) all the more final, scary, and nervewracking.
I talked with a landlord tonight and he's going to review my rental application. Hopefully I can get this shit under control and in gear before too long.