I had changed
Well well well.. a long time that i haven't get up myself and continuous my diary.. so i think it's a time now.
I broke up with Raymond finally, yeah, i think almost a month ....... not quite easy to forget this guy, as i said, i'm regret! Definitely I am~ To look forward, but not going back, easy to say, but what if that happen to you.. to make a same mistakes again and agian, i mean not to hurt a person on purpose but on other word, you did!
Night by myself, i think of him.. his shadow, his words, his face, everythings! I am worried of his when he's by himself, i knew that there are lots sadness going w/his family, his job (maybe) or even his love. He's a tough guy in my eyes, always.. but look like when i'm w/him, i can feel the stress. I can't imagine a guy with so many suddens happen without a tear in my eyes.. he's strong!! He is.. but so, if i don't take it or enjoy the easy life that he's been giving me.. don't have a right to mention all these, isn't it!
Day before, friend ask the definition of love..
In my dictionary, i would say this:
愛 是 恆 久 忍 耐 、 又 有 恩 慈 ． 愛 是 不 嫉 妒 ． 愛 是 不 自 誇 ． 不 張 狂 ． 歌 林 多 前 書 1 Corinthians13:4
凡 事 包 容 ． 凡 事 相 信 ． 凡 事 盼 望 ． 凡 事 忍 耐 。 1 Corinthians 13:7
Believed that, not much people can meet it, at least i am one of them.
So, hopefully the guy i am staying with this moment, i can learn how to love. Although this moment, I'm insecure, I'm scared.. but life goes on.. so, why not just look forward to it.
Eventhough i'm not sure if i love him but at least i know i need someone to be with me...... i am afraid of lonely? yes i am, who don't?
I broke up with Raymond finally, yeah, i think almost a month ....... not quite easy to forget this guy, as i said, i'm regret! Definitely I am~ To look forward, but not going back, easy to say, but what if that happen to you.. to make a same mistakes again and agian, i mean not to hurt a person on purpose but on other word, you did!
Night by myself, i think of him.. his shadow, his words, his face, everythings! I am worried of his when he's by himself, i knew that there are lots sadness going w/his family, his job (maybe) or even his love. He's a tough guy in my eyes, always.. but look like when i'm w/him, i can feel the stress. I can't imagine a guy with so many suddens happen without a tear in my eyes.. he's strong!! He is.. but so, if i don't take it or enjoy the easy life that he's been giving me.. don't have a right to mention all these, isn't it!
Day before, friend ask the definition of love..
In my dictionary, i would say this:
愛 是 恆 久 忍 耐 、 又 有 恩 慈 ． 愛 是 不 嫉 妒 ． 愛 是 不 自 誇 ． 不 張 狂 ． 歌 林 多 前 書 1 Corinthians13:4
凡 事 包 容 ． 凡 事 相 信 ． 凡 事 盼 望 ． 凡 事 忍 耐 。 1 Corinthians 13:7
Believed that, not much people can meet it, at least i am one of them.
So, hopefully the guy i am staying with this moment, i can learn how to love. Although this moment, I'm insecure, I'm scared.. but life goes on.. so, why not just look forward to it.
Eventhough i'm not sure if i love him but at least i know i need someone to be with me...... i am afraid of lonely? yes i am, who don't?