JUST FED UP

[yvonmac]

dont you just hate those days wen u have no choice but to smile and get on wit it? i seem to be having an awful lot of those days recently!!! i just wanna move awa from inverness, since my skool days every1 has change!!! Nobody has any consideration for any1 else but themselves these days! Money is the only important thing to sum people and its quite sad really - i take pity on those people who enjoy money more than anything else. The only people that i can truely say i enjoy to be around are those that take the time 2 speak to me, those that want me around, people who have stuck by me through thick and thin. Lorna told me sumit the other day which made me realise, ur true friends will b there for u no matter wot. I woz out for gemmas bday on sunday, i cant say i had the best of nites for the simple reason that richard just didnt want to be out wit us, he kept making up excuses so that he could home. He had said he woz unwell so left barbazzas early, to go home but in fact he returned to the g8!!!!! To be quite honest over the past few months i have seen a different side to Mr Ross that i quite frankly just can t be bothered wit!!!!

i am now reduced to limited numbers of true friends, all those that i though were proper friends have indeed deceived me, i feel i have been betrayed!!!

i am missing graham so much lately, just because i feel so bad bout myself.

i dont no wot i would do wit out my dearest friends and u all no who u r, dont worry peeps they will get wot they truely deserve if we just bite our tongues and get on wit it xxx