i am so tired

Sep 10, 2004 17:37

should be at band game.  but i just got back from cross country fifteen minutes ago!  ::whine:: i'm so tired i NEED TO PRACTISE.  screw emily, i'm doing that the second i get back.  frank tomorrow! AHHH. 
speaking of freaking out, my audition for the play was yesterday.  hah.  i went fourth, after cara, andrea, and emma, who aced theirs.  i walk in, my usual style, smealliechatting as usual,
smee: "ready when you are"
me: "i've been studying all night to become ms. florida."  ::very long pause:: I never realised until ::stop::
so i'm standing onstage, hemming and hawing like a fool cause i totally froze.  i get in another sentence and a half. have no idea what i'm doing, and APOLOGISE did i mention i wasn't in character!? 
smee: "your minute is over.  anything you say after this point will not be considered." 
i heard him say it but it didn't click, i kept hemming and hawing and after a while -
"everybody knows the story of the three wolves.." i couldn't even get THAT line right.  one more apology and i just walked out.
oh i don't believe i did that.  no one else does, either.  "yvette that's not like you" ohhh fuck...i really hope i didn't blow my chances of being cast (so much for a lead!).  callbacks posted monday, he's seen me act so maybe he'll think about it???  ahhh.

came home and did homework like crazy, met matt a bit late at the metro (couldn't find my pills!), met drea at forest glen, went to the kennedy center, saw a japanese culture shindig which was definetely random but very interesting.  i wrote my IBAM journal on it.  lots of fun.  it was like the PYspringbreak.  well, except minusing the events that followed *that* event... alas.  we went to georgetown and matt got pizza and ice cream, and i got this crazy topping on my frozen yogurt, and drea got a chocolate milkshake and pizza, and WE MET TURKS!  ahh!  these two turk guys said i was very pretty (we talked for a very long time) and asked if i would date them, being they were in their 20s, and they asked if i had a boyfriend, no, and one was looking for a girlfriend..heh..turks are so fun!  where's katrin when you want her?  but that was awesome in general times a million and matt, drea, and i sat by the fountain and talked for hours.  finally got home around 12:30 after metro being delayed ya ya ya, did homework, etc.

i should get going to the game now.
but it was good.

today, on the other hand?  someone tell me why i've been failing every assignment given...please.
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