Friends Forever
You know the old saying...
If you love something, set it free...
So. Taiyou-chan leaves for her exchange tomorrow. Or at least, she should. Her Travelocity decided that for the time being her flight doesn't exsist... (Thank you, GOD! xD)
It feels like just yesterday we were sevies in Mrs. Fishel's second hour. I passed her a note, spelled her name wrong, and she corrected me. We've been friends ever since...
Isn't it funny that you really don't realize how much you love something until you have to let it go? And how, when some people are like, "Fine, just leave already!" by this point, I'm holding her so tight she can barely breath yelling, "Don't leave me~!!"?
You'd think I'd be estatic for her. And I am... deep down... because I know this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for her. Some people -points to self- never even leave this country, and she's getting to spend a year in one of the most beautiful places on Earth. And I'm happy about that.
So then, why am I so sad...?
It's just, I just I never really how much I was gonna miss her till now. So, that's why the TatsuHime icon.
See, I don't mean it in the TatsuHime way... but me and Taiyou-chan are alot like them. Every time I see them together, I think of us, and how she's always there to protect me, and I'm kinda ditzy but would do anything for her. I eat crazy food combos, and she keeps me sane. I'd go to any length to try and make myself useful to her and any of my friends... -pokes Hueco Mundo/save Orihime/Aizen arc- and she always wants me to feel loved. We're just... close. And I'll miss this when she leaves.
Then last night, I had this dream. It was a year from now, and my mom and I went to the airport to see Taiyou-chan right when she came home. But she was different. She was cold, and she had a slight Milton-accent (for those of you who know Office Space, you know what I mean. xD), and she was really stiff. When I asked her, she told me that she hated coming back here and that I was freakishly immature about the whole thing, that her Japanese friends hadn't gotten as psycho as I had in the final days of her stay. We got in this big fight and weren't friends anymore...
Taiyou-chan, if you're reading this, remember my letter, my gift, and don't let that happen to us.
As a random note, I also got my physical for school sports today. For reasons unknown, I am naturally uncomfortable in doctor's offices, clinics, wherever, even if it's my family doctor. So you can imagine how I felt when a male doctors starts doing these random "stretches" on me. (My chest still hurts from one of them... damn chirapractors. xD) But, in my nervousness I made many a Kathy-like joke, and that made him laugh. Also, he told me that based on my blood pressure reading he could see that I have a boyfriend. -pokes Sam- xD
Since this is a nice night, I think I'm gonna go for a walk. It'll be fun. ^^
If you love something, set it free...
So. Taiyou-chan leaves for her exchange tomorrow. Or at least, she should. Her Travelocity decided that for the time being her flight doesn't exsist... (Thank you, GOD! xD)
It feels like just yesterday we were sevies in Mrs. Fishel's second hour. I passed her a note, spelled her name wrong, and she corrected me. We've been friends ever since...
Isn't it funny that you really don't realize how much you love something until you have to let it go? And how, when some people are like, "Fine, just leave already!" by this point, I'm holding her so tight she can barely breath yelling, "Don't leave me~!!"?
You'd think I'd be estatic for her. And I am... deep down... because I know this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity for her. Some people -points to self- never even leave this country, and she's getting to spend a year in one of the most beautiful places on Earth. And I'm happy about that.
So then, why am I so sad...?
It's just, I just I never really how much I was gonna miss her till now. So, that's why the TatsuHime icon.
See, I don't mean it in the TatsuHime way... but me and Taiyou-chan are alot like them. Every time I see them together, I think of us, and how she's always there to protect me, and I'm kinda ditzy but would do anything for her. I eat crazy food combos, and she keeps me sane. I'd go to any length to try and make myself useful to her and any of my friends... -pokes Hueco Mundo/save Orihime/Aizen arc- and she always wants me to feel loved. We're just... close. And I'll miss this when she leaves.
Then last night, I had this dream. It was a year from now, and my mom and I went to the airport to see Taiyou-chan right when she came home. But she was different. She was cold, and she had a slight Milton-accent (for those of you who know Office Space, you know what I mean. xD), and she was really stiff. When I asked her, she told me that she hated coming back here and that I was freakishly immature about the whole thing, that her Japanese friends hadn't gotten as psycho as I had in the final days of her stay. We got in this big fight and weren't friends anymore...
Taiyou-chan, if you're reading this, remember my letter, my gift, and don't let that happen to us.
As a random note, I also got my physical for school sports today. For reasons unknown, I am naturally uncomfortable in doctor's offices, clinics, wherever, even if it's my family doctor. So you can imagine how I felt when a male doctors starts doing these random "stretches" on me. (My chest still hurts from one of them... damn chirapractors. xD) But, in my nervousness I made many a Kathy-like joke, and that made him laugh. Also, he told me that based on my blood pressure reading he could see that I have a boyfriend. -pokes Sam- xD
Since this is a nice night, I think I'm gonna go for a walk. It'll be fun. ^^