The Anti-Homecoming
Want to have fun with your friends and dress up on homecoming night? Don't want to watch the half the shcool come to homecoming already drunk, then inappropiately dance for three hours and then go off and drink some more? Then the Anti-Homecoming is for you!
Well.
One of my theatre friends asked me to come about a week ago. Since I didn't want to pay $15 I didn't have for a ticket to the actual homecoming and Sam and I had broken up, I figured, "SURE! Sounds fun!"
And then I got asked out by a senior.
YEAH.
A SENIOR.
BUT.
See, thing was, he asked me to go to a festival with him next weekend. Then I asked hm to come to church with me on Wednesday night. But it was like, "AWKWARD!" So I decided to give him another chance and invited him to come to anti with me.
And then Sam happened.
He texted me after he left play practice the day Michael asked me for a date saying that he was sorry for being such and idiot and would I forgive him. We got online and talked till really late (or really early).
And now we're talking about getting back together. But I still went to anti with Michael.
Here's how it went down:
My dress: red, imported from China (purchased by me for SEVEN DOLLARS at Goodwill), with green, gold, blue and purple accents.
My nails: purple, to match the purple in the dress.
My hair: it's kind of short- about a half inch above my shoulders- but I pulled the top half in to two messy buns, the curled the half that was down.
For dinner, our group went to a bar/restruant on the Plaza (shopping center downtown), then afterwards walked to the other end of the Plaza to this massive fountain, where we took more pictures and hung out. I told Michael about what was going on with Sam, and he was pretty cool about it. He told me that whatever I wanted to do, he just hoped I was happy.
However. Before Michael and I really started talking, I texted Sam saying I wished he was there. Because I already told him the truth: that even though I may have gotten sadistic and bitchy at times, I never stopped liking him, and if things don't go smoothly with Michael, I'd love to get back together. Then Sam texted back, saying that he never should have gone to homecoming.
Apparently he found out that New Girlfriend was being so bitchy to him wasn't even his fault, and apparently things are, "still up in the air" with a girl from another school. So it's like, Michael's #1, even though I don't really like him in that way, or Sam's second or third best? I want to be loved, but I'm not going to date someone if I'm not completely crazy for them. It just doesn't make sense. And apparently Sam's been "thinking" which is usually bad news. So I told Michael I'd sleep on it, and told Sam that I had a good time with Michael, but quite frankly I like him more. I don't know why that is. But Sam makes me happy. And so does Michael. On top of that, Sam just told me he's more than likely going to transfer next year, and Michael will be in college, so it's like, they're both gonna leave me in about seven months. Which one- if either- do I want to waste it with? xD
So, I'm just gonna play it by ear for now. It's sure shaping up to be an interesting year, ne? xD
Well.
One of my theatre friends asked me to come about a week ago. Since I didn't want to pay $15 I didn't have for a ticket to the actual homecoming and Sam and I had broken up, I figured, "SURE! Sounds fun!"
And then I got asked out by a senior.
YEAH.
A SENIOR.
BUT.
See, thing was, he asked me to go to a festival with him next weekend. Then I asked hm to come to church with me on Wednesday night. But it was like, "AWKWARD!" So I decided to give him another chance and invited him to come to anti with me.
And then Sam happened.
He texted me after he left play practice the day Michael asked me for a date saying that he was sorry for being such and idiot and would I forgive him. We got online and talked till really late (or really early).
And now we're talking about getting back together. But I still went to anti with Michael.
Here's how it went down:
My dress: red, imported from China (purchased by me for SEVEN DOLLARS at Goodwill), with green, gold, blue and purple accents.
My nails: purple, to match the purple in the dress.
My hair: it's kind of short- about a half inch above my shoulders- but I pulled the top half in to two messy buns, the curled the half that was down.
For dinner, our group went to a bar/restruant on the Plaza (shopping center downtown), then afterwards walked to the other end of the Plaza to this massive fountain, where we took more pictures and hung out. I told Michael about what was going on with Sam, and he was pretty cool about it. He told me that whatever I wanted to do, he just hoped I was happy.
However. Before Michael and I really started talking, I texted Sam saying I wished he was there. Because I already told him the truth: that even though I may have gotten sadistic and bitchy at times, I never stopped liking him, and if things don't go smoothly with Michael, I'd love to get back together. Then Sam texted back, saying that he never should have gone to homecoming.
Apparently he found out that New Girlfriend was being so bitchy to him wasn't even his fault, and apparently things are, "still up in the air" with a girl from another school. So it's like, Michael's #1, even though I don't really like him in that way, or Sam's second or third best? I want to be loved, but I'm not going to date someone if I'm not completely crazy for them. It just doesn't make sense. And apparently Sam's been "thinking" which is usually bad news. So I told Michael I'd sleep on it, and told Sam that I had a good time with Michael, but quite frankly I like him more. I don't know why that is. But Sam makes me happy. And so does Michael. On top of that, Sam just told me he's more than likely going to transfer next year, and Michael will be in college, so it's like, they're both gonna leave me in about seven months. Which one- if either- do I want to waste it with? xD
So, I'm just gonna play it by ear for now. It's sure shaping up to be an interesting year, ne? xD