L'universo, L'UNIVERSOOO ♪
I'm not sure about it (but I'm glad Lexie and KSM liked it a lot ♥ you two are just too adorable with me ♥♥!)
It's a mere attempt to write something deep and, well, meaningful? Even if it's a really short drabble and etc.
Title: No, I don't remember (because I have such a great fantasy for the title *_*'')
Fandom: SHINee
Rating: PG/PG-13 (just to be safe)
Pairing: JongKey *surpriseeeeXD*
Genre: A little angst?
Word Count: 387
Disclaimer: The boys aren't mine and blablabla, I'd like to own them though :/
Notes: A huuuuuge thank you to Lexie ( xxxvengeancexxx ) because she's an amazing beta ♥. "No, I don't remember" by Anna Ternheim inspired me for this fic.
“I think I’m losing myself.”
“What do you mean?”
“Sometimes I think I’m a different person, not myself…”
Jonghyun is looking at you with eyes full of concern. He’s playing with the locks of your hair, intertwining his fingers through them. It’s a good feeling, something that makes you feel safe even if you’re not.
The blonde doesn’t understand you, you can see it in his beautiful and deep eyes. Beyond the concern there is pure surprise, and a questioning look is now forming on his face.
“In my head, I don’t think there is Kibum anymore.”
“Are you having nightmares again?”
Jonghyun asks to you, you are playing with your nails as he’s speaking no sense like he always does.
“You don’t understand, do you?”
Why don’t you understand? You’re my fucking best friend!
You want to scream those exact words to him, tell him that his ignorance is one of the reasons you’re not yourself anymore, practically because you’re feeling depressed since your best friend doesn’t seem to be himself anymore.
Everything is blurred, everything and you’re not Kibum anymore but just…Key.
“ Kibum.”
“What?”
You’re looking at him with an expressionless face.
Sometimes you can’t really understand why he likes to say your name out of sudden, Jonghyun seems to like makes weird things, especially when he’s with you.
“No, no. You are Kibum.”
“Jjong…”
You’re smiling weakly at him. He knows, he understands what you meant by the losing yourself statement. Or at least you want to believe it because you are tired of being alone.
“Here…there is Kibum, not Key.”
Jonghyun takes your hand gently. He moves his thumb in circles on your skin and you can’t help but blush a little; you like his affection towards you, but sometimes you’re just shy and your cheeks start to burn.
Your heart starts to beat faster.
And your mind is a mess.
Only because Kim Jonghyun treats you so well. He cares for Kibum, not for what you became the day you debuted.
You don’t notice your hand on his heart immediately, you were too busy with your working mind, but when you hear, feel, Jonghyun’s heartbeat against your palm you realize. You realize what he meant when he said that you are Kibum and nothing else.
“I won’t forget where I belong.”
A/N: Now you can kill me *runs* and you can ignore the blablabla below XD
And I changed my header again o_o the last time was the last month XD but I was listening to a sweet and melancholy song and Key looked pretty sad/melancholy in that picture.
I seriously hope of a call from THE handsome guy, he needs to let me know if the piercer can make it for Sunday or not +___+ (hope for yes ç__ç I convinced also my sister to come with me XD)
P.S: KSM *________* Ho iniziato a pensare a come farti la fic ç__ç domani mi metto a scriverla! Poi ho pensato anche a come fare il passato di Onew in quella delle Doll *_*!