Aug 15, 2012 23:52
I'm not one of those people who kneel down and pray when the going gets rough.
I prefer to work my way thorough my problems and face whatever comes.
I'm scared right now.
School is basically over and it's here now you have to be an adult time and everything is hitting at once.
Mom's surgery, the sibling's surgery, my depression and anxiety and money problems.
It's all swirling and I can't make heads or tails of it.
I'm trying to find a job but it feels like nothing is going to work or what I'm doing isn't good enough.
I don't want to lose another house.
I couldn't handle that...Well I could, but that would really suck.
What can I do.
I'm not desperate enough to start whoring myself, but I'm pretty darn close.