Damn emotions.

Feb 12, 2012 21:46

Why do I feel.
WHY DO I HURT MYSELF LIKE THIS>
no one is out to hurt me
so why do I hurt myself?
No one will see these tears and only i can drag myself outta this mood.
yes i'm anxious, but i've been that way for as long as i can remember.
no one knows about the attempts, no one that i'll ever see again so let it go, it's just another secret in your labrynith.
people have been drifting away, but what have i done to make them stay?
faire's nothing but a black hole now, sucking and pulling everything away.
should just be a hermit. Needing and Depending on people only ends in dissapointment, but I can't seem to make myself try and do it.
wants are just as important as needs. Don't always count out getting them.
stop hurting, stop hurting stop hurting.
You don't need the couseler to tell you what you already know, you don't need to take pills to balance if you can talk yourself up.
You have to be ok. You can't be like this anymore. it hasn't worked so far. No one wants to be around someone like that, but you you're a good person and there are many wonderful qualities about you. Scars and all.
love yourself.
Everyone you meet and know is fighting this battle so don't hamstring yourself. or shoot an arrow in your knee.
you'll see one day. so never give up.

Promise me.

I PROMISE.
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