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Oh god, I'm freaking out.
Test in 10 or so hours and I know the stuff, I know it.
I can do this I can do it..
And now the pipes are frozen, the loans are hitting and I
SHOULD not compile it all, but I can't help it.
I need a job, i need a car.
I want/need to stop feeling like I do and push through the the drama and pain and all of the boxes I'm being shoved into...
Will take prayers, well wishes, crossed fingers.
We can't keep going like this.
Test in 10 or so hours and I know the stuff, I know it.
I can do this I can do it..
And now the pipes are frozen, the loans are hitting and I
SHOULD not compile it all, but I can't help it.
I need a job, i need a car.
I want/need to stop feeling like I do and push through the the drama and pain and all of the boxes I'm being shoved into...
Will take prayers, well wishes, crossed fingers.
We can't keep going like this.