Jan 15, 2007 15:37
Well, it’s finally happened. My double has finally passed away. He been dead for a long time now, but I think we were all unwilling to let him go. But whatever magic was being used to keep his body here with us has finally run out. He’s really gone now. I was woken up at three AM this morning to be there to see him go. It was really sad. He didn’t look the same anymore. His face was all thin and his skin looked like it wasn’t real. And he was so skinny. He wouldn’t have wanted to life like that.
So we let him go. It was the best we could do for him.
His body was cremated so that his soul could return to his world and be reborn there. I hope his next life is a lot better, and a lot longer, than this one was.
He was my double, but I never really got to know him very well. He was very confusing, I couldn’t figure him out very well. But I do think in the end, he really wanted to be loved. That’s what I wrote on his plaque, anyway. Beloved Yuuri, a stranger and yet not to this world. He will be remembered. It hangs in the hall with the Shinou and Great Sage’s pictures now.
I hope he’d like it.