Attn: Wolframs

[yuuri_maou]

10:15 am

*After her lesson with Murata and her talk with Gunter, her guard leads her back towards her room. She's looking forward to a bath and to changing out of her track suit. Her guard, who's name is Jeremias call me Jerey, is young, barely with them a full three months, but he's friendly and talks to her freely about his mom, sisters, and

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[wolfy__chan]

*After leaving the room just a couple of moments ago, he continues walking down the hall, not really paying much attention until he heard someone greet him good morning*

*He looks up, feeling a little uneasy as he recognizes the girl up ahead* Umm, good morning...

[yuuri_maou]

*oh! She knows that voice. A little pang of saddness hits her heart, but she pushes it away and reminds herself that this is Wolf-chan (cause Wolfram would have called her by name, right?), not Wolfram. So she smiles and stops in front of her fiancee's double* Wolf-chan. Did you sleep well? I think it'll be autumn soon, the mornings are getting cooler. But that's okay, I like that season too. Verything turns such pretty colors.

[wolfy__chan]

*He sighed, of all people he had to run into, why was it him? He didn't need this. He didn't want to remember, mostly he just wanted to forget so that it hurt so bad. Even hearing the other Yuuri talk to him, it started to hurt again, and he didn't like where this was going at all*

*shakes head, feeling even worse when he heard the name the other Yuuri calls him* I...yes, I slept well - just d-don't call me that...

[yuuri_maou]

*A concerned from crosses over her face. Wolf-chan sounds so...sad. And don't call him what? 'Wolf-chan'? Well she can't call her 'Wolfram', that would get confusing. But AH! that's not important right now* Wol...Ramu-chan, what's wrong? *Taking a careful step closer, she reaches out and puts her hand on Wolf-chan's arm*

Are you hurt? Did something happen? Can I help? *Please let there be SOMETHING she can do for someone. She can't fight, go retrieve Conrad or Greta, or even comfort Wolfram. Let there be SOMETHING she can do here.*

[wolfy__chan]

*shoves the other Yuuri's hand off of his arm. He bites his lip, trying really hard not to cry. He didn't want to feel like this. He sighed, why wasn't his brother waking up anyhow? At least then he wouldn't have had leave their room, he was feeling so much better yesterday, and now being here, talking to the other Yuuri...it was just too much for him. He did not want to go through this again*

You...*shakes head* Just stop it~ Stop talking to me...making me remember. Stop acting like you care. Just...leave me alone~

[yuuri_maou]

*She can feel Jeremias call me Jerey stiffen at her side when Wolf-chan pushes her hand away, but that's nothing close to the numbness that freezes her heart.* I *she swallows hard* I'm sorry, Wolfram. I didn't, I, I do care about you. You, you're, I just want to make things right.

*Her double. In the middle of everything that had happened, she had almost forgotten that he had died. Wolf-chan hadn't know him long, but apparently he had already become attatched to him.* Please, Wolfram. Let me do something. I know it hurts, I'm going to miss him too. *She has to struggle to keep herself from reaching out to try and touch Wolf-chan again. It's obviously not welcome, and reminds her painfully of Wolfram's rejection yesterday.*

It's okay, Wolfram. And even if it's not, it will be.

[wolfy__chan]

*shakes head* No..y-you don't, so just stop lying and saying that you do.

*breathes in slowly* I was finally feeling better after I did find out a couple of days ago. But...running into you, talking to you and seeing you here now, instead of him - I'm having to go through feeling like this again...do you honestly know what that is like?

I...he...*trails off, and sighs* so you want me to let you do something, is that what you said? Well, what exactly would that be, Yuuri?

[yuuri_maou]

*She finches at the unhappy way Wolf-chan says her name. Wolf-chan is...angry, it seems. And she just feels very sad for the both of them. She should have thought this through better. She should have taken more consideration for Wolf-chan's loss. She's is such and IDIOT*

I'm sorry, Wolfram *she whispers* I'm sorry that I'm not him and that I can't bring him back. I, I just wish *she shakes her head sadly* I don't really know what to do, Wolfram. I just want to help you feel better.

And I do care about you. That's why *slowly she reaches out and takes Wolf-chan's hand* I'm going to help you. *She takes a deep breath, hoping that this is the right thing.* Say 'goodbye', Wolfram. Whatever you never got to say to him, pretend for a moment that he is me, and say goodbye. Let it go, and free your heart of the darkness that you are carrying.

[wolfy__chan]

*He blinks, suddenly aware of the fact the other Yuuri took his hand. He doesn't push him away again, not like before. He wanted to believe what the other Yuuri was saying, about helping him feel better, but he couldn't make himself do it, he didn't even know where all those feeling were suddenly coming from either*

*He was such an idiot. Why was he taking this out on the other Yuuri? He didn't mean to say those things to the him, after all it wasn't his he was gone and that he left him, no - that was probably all his fault too, because he was just to stupid to realize that maybe Yuuri did feel the same way about him*

*takes a deep breath* No..,don't be. I-I'm sorry that I was taking it out on you, especially since it's most likely my fault anyway *sigh*

*pauses* Pretend you're him to say goodbye? *shakes head* But, he's gone and even if I do tell you, you're not him so it won't change anything.

[yuuri_maou]

It's not your fault, Wolfram *she says softly, squeezing his hand gently* It's nobody's fault. It was an accident. No one can predict what will happen tomorrow, or prepair for it. I, I didn't get to know him very well while he was here, but I did talk to him for a little while durning the party.

He liked you, Wolfram. He thought you were cute and very sweet. He was a little strange, but thought the world of you. Maybe, if I can't help, you can write a letter to him to get all your thoughts out? I don't know, I don't know, Wolfram. You came to us so bright and cheerful, I feel like it's our fault.

[wolfy__chan]

B-But that's why he left the first time, the day of the party - it had something to do with me, so this time it was probably the same thing. That's why I said it was my fault.

*blinks* He s-said that? *He shrugs, he wasn't sure what to think or whether Yuuri actually meant it or not* I really cared about him, but even if he did say that, it's not like that matters now that he's gone.

*sighs* I don't think that'll be such a good idea either. I know you're trying to help me feel better, just like everyone else who tried to help me with before this happened - but that'll just make me feel worse.

And n-none of this is your fault, it...*shakes head* I-I'll be okay, really...

[yuuri_maou]

*She can't help it. He sounds like Wolfram and he's sad and lost and alone and he even feels like Wolfram, no matter than she's lost an inch or two. All she can do is stand there in the middle of the room, hugging the poor boy*

Take care of yourself, Wolfram *she whispers* There are so many here who care about you. You are not alone.

[wolfy__chan]

*Even though at first he felt a little uncomfortable around the other Yuuri, that feeling slowly began to disappear. He knew that he was trying to help him, so he hugged back*

I-I...don't worry about me, I'll be fine *looks up, takes another deep breath before continuing* Thank you though, Y-Yuuri...

Well - I don't want to keep you from what you were doing, so I should probably get going now...

[yuuri_maou]

You are most welcome, Wolfram *she says softly, resting her head for a moment against Wolf-chan's shoulder before pulling away* Good luck, Wolfram. *She reaches up and touches Wolf-chan's cheek with the tips of her fingers, trying to see the boy in front of her through touch since her eyes give her no clues* I'll see you around then.

*With a small, almost bittersweet smile, she nods and holds out her hand. Jerey comes and takes her arm almost instantly, ready to take her back to her room* Later, Wolfram.

[goldenbishounen]

::She'd come around the corner just in time to catch the sight of Yuuri's fingertips on the blonde boy's cheek. Wide-eyed, she freezes in place, sucking in a quick, shallow breath that feels like she's inhaling splinters. She had managed to take a moment to study herself in their mirror that morning, so it was easy to see the similarities between herself and the boy in front of Yuuri. Was this pretty, hesitant looking boy what she would look like were she male like she should be? The question fades from thought under the rising surge of anger. Panting like she'd been running, fists clenched tight and shaking at her sides, she stalks forward. Eyes narrowed in a glare alternately pin this other her and then her fiance.::

Yuuri, you cheater! After everything you said that night, you...! ::The exclamation dies off on a gasp, and while white-faced anger still marks her expression, she takes a step backward under the sudden onslaught of memories. Her knees feel weak, and a hand reaches for the wall to steady a stance that abruptly

[yuuri_maou]

*Her mouth drops open with also comical surprise.* Wolfram? *With the hand that isn't holding onto Jerey, she throws her arm out, trying to find her fiancee. She can hear her, she can hear Wolfram close by. But she can't FIND her.* Wolfram!? *She calls again, her voice taking a strange, high pitch that makes her throat try to close up*

*But then a small, delicate hand grabs hers and without thought from trying to figure out a direction or distance, she launches herself towards Wolfram. It's not a far distance, and her breath jumps with the impact, but she doesn't care. Instead she feels her way sloppily until she can wrap her arms around Wolfram's waist.*

Wolfram.

*Everything she said? That night? Cheater? A soft rose color rises to her cheeks and she tries to bury her face against Wolfram as her heart feels like it's going to explode. Wolfram. Wolfram is remembering. She thinks. She hopes.*