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something is keeping me here. something doesn't want me to go.
but i suppose it all makes sense. if i leave i will make someone unhappy. i can't be happy.
is that selfish? yea, i suppose it is.
almost everyone will be gone. even my girlfriend doesn't live in the same town.
why does everyone else get to leave? i've been wanting this since i was 18. why is it always delayed?
fuck.
FUCK!!!
but i suppose it all makes sense. if i leave i will make someone unhappy. i can't be happy.
is that selfish? yea, i suppose it is.
almost everyone will be gone. even my girlfriend doesn't live in the same town.
why does everyone else get to leave? i've been wanting this since i was 18. why is it always delayed?
fuck.
FUCK!!!