SMTOWN LIVE WORLD TOUR IV IN JAPAN SPECIAL EDITION 6TH JULY 2015
So today was my first SM Town concert ever. At first I don't feel like going since the ticket would cost me like 115USD and the only person I really, truly wanna meet was Changmin. But recently, I was so in the Dong Bang Shin Ki mode, I've been rewatching many of their old and new live tour videos in Tokyo Dome and my feelings for Changmin grew immensely strong like I don't even know how to describe.
So a week before the concert I went to browse over the tag on twitter asking around if there are people who'd willing to sell me their tickets and God bless Hal-san ;~; Her friend couldn't come so I immediately approached her and she was so kind and patiently taught me everything about how to download SM Town ticket and all. FYI, SM Town ticket didn't use a normal paper ticket. It was an e-ticket and so damn troublesome. You have to download the ticket via ticketboard and during the concert, the staff will scan your phone to check on whether you've downloaded the ticket or not and bla bla bla(let's skip this boring SMT ticket tutorial)
OK LET'S TALK ABOUT CHANGMIN.
First, here's the songlists:
When Changmin first appeared during the ICHIGO performance (even though at first I confused him with Kyuhyun LMAO!!!!!!) ISTG I felt like my throat was gonna explode. I SCREAMED CHANGMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! LIKE CRAZY BECAUSE THE STAGE WAS TOO NEAR AND I COULD SEE HIS HIGH CHEEKBONE SMILING FROM EYE TO EYE AND DAMN THOSE PUFFY CHEEKS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AND WHY THE HELL IS HE SO CUTE???? I MEAN THOSE STRAWBERRY HEAD I SWEAR TO MOTHERFATHER GOD I CANNOT HANDLE SHIM MOTHERFUCKING CHANGMIN. I COULDN'T CONCENTRATE ON THE PERFORMANCE BECAUSE MY EYES WERE LIKE O________O AND TOO FIXATED ON HIS WHOLE BODY LMAO AND THOSE LONG SKINNY LEGS ARGHHHHHH/PULLS HAIR CHANGMIN I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
but the thing is Changmin looked so skinny! I don't think he was that skinny during WITH Tour last April (I went two times first during February and second on April) :( Oppa should eat more even though you're busy!!! OPPA PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH!!!
AND THEN THERE'S A PART DURING WE ARE AND SOMEBODY TO LOVE! OH MY GOD!!!! THE WHOLE STADIUM TURNED RED AND OF COURSE I BROUGHT MY HOMIN TOUR RED PENLIGHT! I SWEAR TO GOD THIS IS THE MOST GOLDEN PRECIOUS TIME FOR ME TO REALLY DEVOUR CHANGMIN'S WHOLE FICGURE DEEPLY IN MY MIND. HE WAS RIDING THE TROLLEY KIND OF THING AND ;__________________; IT WAS SO NEAR......I CAN SEE HIS PRINCE CHARMING SMILE ;______________; I'VE BEEN STRESSED AT SCHOOL LATELY AND SEEING THOSE SHINING BRIGHT SMILE MAKES MY PROBLEM SEEMS TO FADE AWAY ;_____________; <3333 AHH I CAN’T HANDLE THIS….HOW TO EVEN BREATH!!!! CHANGMIN AHHHHH I NEED TO SEE MORE OF YOUR SMILES!!!! MORE!!!!! NOW I UNDERSTAND THE FEELINGS OF HOW YOUR WORRIES AND PROBLEMS SEEMED TO VANISH WHENEVER YOU SEE YOUR LOVED ONE SMILES ;_______________; CHANGMIN I NEED YOUR SMILE....YOUR SMILE AND HAPPINESS GIVES ME HOPE FOR BETTER TOMORROW...その頑張っている姿を見て自分もこれから益々頑張って行きたいなあと思います！
EVENTHOUGH HE WAS ALL ALONE, HE STILL GAVE HIS BEST TO DELIVER THE MOST AMAZING PERFORMANCE EVER AND YES! IT WAS AMAZING! THE WHOLE DOME WENT CRAZY WHEN CHANGMIN PERFORMED ESPECIALLY DURING RUSTY NAIL! IT TURNED TO RED OCEAN AND IT FELT AS IF WE AS FANS ARE CONNECTED WITH CHANGMIN AHHHHHHHH!!!! I WANTED TO GO BACK TO THE TIME WHEN I WENT TO THE TOHO TOURS ;___________;
I LITERALLY SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT WHENEVER IT’S CHANGMIN TIME AND DURING MENT TIME IT WAS PRETTY SHORT BUT ;_______;
Changmin: I was thinking of showing you guys a Tohoshinki stage but I’m not sure what to sing when I’m all alone like this. One day when me and Yunho returned back as two (he shaped his fingers into a peace sign) You guys will come right?
OH MY GOD ISTG I SHED MY TEARS ;____________; I WANT CHANGMIN TO TALK MORE. I KNOW THIS IS NOT A TOHO CON BUT ;_____________; HIS SESSION WAS TOO SHORT AND I HAVEN’T HAD ENOUGH YET BUT I BELIEVE THAT WE WOULD MEET AGAIN, SOMEDAY, IN THE FUTURE!!!!!! I BELIEVE IN YUNHO AND CHANGMIN AND I DON’T CARE, I REALLY WANT THEM TO RETURN AS FIVE ALONG WITH JAEJOONG, YOOCHUN AND JUNSU ;____________;
I know I should shut up and stop complaining but dude, my seat was too good (IT WAS AT GATE 22 AND PRETTY MUCH ON THE CENTER SO YOU CAN SEE THE WHOLE STAGE. IT CAN MAKE YOUR MIND BLOW AND YOUR EYES TIRED BECAUSE OF THE AMOUNT OF o____o YOU'D MAKE LOL) but the only time when Changmin stand on the stage that was very close to my seat (by close, I meant to the point that I could see their expression and smiles clearly) was during the ICHIGO performance but he wore the strawberry head and I barely see his face clearly. BUT THANK GOD DURING THE TROLLEY TIME I COULD SEE HIS ADORABLE SMILE CLEARLY SO ;uuu; <333 AHHH CHANGMINNNN I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!!!
AND THEN IM NOT SURE WHEN IT WAS BUT THERE WAS A TIME WHEN CHANGMIN GAVE US A BLOW KISS THROUGH CAMERA AND AS A FANATIC FAN (LMAO) I CAUGHT IT ISTG I FELT LIKE GOING CRAZY BECAUSE DUDE, SERIOUSLY IM TOO OBSESSED WITH CHANGMIN RIGHT NOW. LIKE MAD CRAZY!!!!! YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND.
Tbh idk what to talk about Mirotic and Bolero performance…BUT NEVERTHELESS CHANGMIN WAS SMOCKINGLY HOT DAMMIT. HE WORE YUNHO’S ATTIRE REVEALING A LITTLE BIT OF HIS ABS DAMN BE MINE OPPA, BE MINE!!!!!! I couldn’t comment much since the only one I was focusing on was Changmin and only Changmin (but Taemin was hot too omfg since when did he become so namja like that?? lmaoo)
I think Changmin was a little bit troubled since he was all alone ;~~~~~; so he didn’t know what kind of songs he should sing. I saw on twitter that 4th and 5th July was the first time Tohoshinki performed on Tokyo Dome during TOHOSHINKI SECRET CODE FINAL in TOKYO DOME. I’ve checked it and it’s true [here]. That might be the reason on why Changmin chose to sing Bolero (even though he had to seek help from his juniors ;~~~~;) the first time I saw people tweeting about Bolero getting a collab with other group members I felt hurt since Bolero was a precious ballad to us, OT5…But before getting all emotional, I think it’s best for us to understand that there’s a huge possibility that the one who chose to sing was Changmin because he remembered, the moment he first stood on the same stage 6 years ago and he wanted to sing that song just because…;~~~; OUCH MY HEART
Changmin: I asked my juniors to lend me their strength for today’s performance. How was it?
Ahhh ;~~~; I really wanna cry….he was alone yet he was so strong to survive that big stage and tbh I think it was enough to have him alone conquering the stage. CHANGMIN CAN ACTUALLY SING ALL THOSE SONGS ALONE!!! NO NEED BACK UP!!! ;~~~~~;
SHIM CHANGMIN SARANGHAEYO!!!!!!
Anyway, I did enjoy the concert. I got to see Chen’s face clearly and Taemin and SOOJOONG!!!!!! AND NOT TO FORGET YOONA (though SNSD always performed on the main stage which is too far and limiting my sight orz)!!! Lmao tbh Yoona looked so bitchy with her blonde hair BUT STILL ADORABLE AND PRETTY AND GORGEOUS DAMMIT <3333 AND SOOJOONG THOUGH!!! I REALLY LOVE HER SINCE I WATCHED HER ON HIGH KICK 3 LMAO! SHE’S MY GIRL CRUSH THOUGH IM MORE UNNIE THAN HER OH GOD FUNNY AHAHAHA BUT IT WAS LOVELY TO SEE HER TODAY!!!! I WAS SO SATISFIED!!!! AND CHEN AHHHHH <3333333333333333 IDK WHY IM SUDDENLY LOVING CHEN’S FACE (maybe after I watched Miracle in December and Love Me Right MV? Well, maybe not so sure lmao) BUT DAMN HE IS CUTE!!! THANK YOU FOR HELPING CHANGMIN DURING BOLERO <333333333
AND TAEMIN THO OH MY GOD! I’ve been following Shinee since their debut (been obsessed over Taemin during HELLO era lmao)but seeing his namja transformation oh my god TAEMIN’S DANGER ISTG!!!! I WON’T FORGET IT!!! IT WAS SO COOOOOL!!!! AND VERY NAMJA HOW TO EVEN!!!! GOSH. But Yoona though L I want to see her face clearly but SNSD never came to the nearby stage so I wasn’t that satisfied sobs maybe next time…or maybe not since this is gonna be my first and my last time of SM Town concert lmao. Not gonna waste anymore 115USD just for few minutes of Changmin. I NEED A FULL THREE HOUR SESSION OF CHANGMIN.
BUT DAMN NOT TO FORGET HEENIM THO!!!! HE WAS THE THIRD PERFORMER OF THE DAY AND I WENT CRAZY DURING HIS M&D PERFORMANCE tbh oppa should just keep his ahjumma hairstyle like in the mv www BUT BLONDE HEENIM IS NOT BAD TOO! AHAHAHAH I LOVE THE FANCHANT “SARANGHAEYO KIM HEECHUL” SO I WENT ALONG WITH OTHER ELFS LOL but that’s the only single line I know tho but I really enjoyed Heechul’s stage oh my god the last time I met Heechul and the rest of Super Junior was during 2011…4 years ago oh my…it was nice seeing their MAMACITA and I didn’t know Lee Teuk was that hot tho www and tbh most of them bleached their hair back to black? And I think they looked rather refreshing that way tho and even EXO! Idk I only see EXO as my dongsaengs so they looked kinda cute lmao especially Baekhyun! He looks so cute like a little kid! BUT I STILL LOVE CHEN <3333 AHHHHHHHH suddenly I wanna listen back to Miracle of December lmao
Overall, it was a nice stage but I think after this I will only focus on going to Dong Bang Shin Ki’s tours lmao because tbh it was maddening and excruciating to have to wait for Changmin’s turn during this time’s SM Town. Ahhh Changmin, you’re my everything!!!! SARANGHAEYO SHIM CHANGMIN!!!! 앞으로 도 항상 응원할 거예요!!!
Thank you Changmin for another lovely stage today and thank you for enlightening my day with your gorgeous smile, I love you forever my darling!!! <333 또 봐요 <33333