Sep 08, 2009 01:30
THIS IS NOT TRUE. THIS IS NOT TRUE. THIS IS NOT TRUE. THIS IS NOT TRUE. THIS IS NOT TRUE
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOU GAVE UP PARK JAEBUM. How can you gice up on your dream s easily? I know that it wasn't easy, that you were suffering, but how could you?
I can't believe it, I can't stop crying and I can't look at my 2PM's wallpaper.
I lost my faith in JYP, in K-pop and in Korea.
I don't know what to do.. in what believe. I just feel like someone had stolen a part of me that nothing can replace. I eve thought that I'd be better if I had never know 2PM. It hurts so bad. and Jay must be suffering so much AND I CAN DO NOTHING TO HELP HIM. OMG It hurts so much... I don't know if one day I'll be able to look/listen to 2PM and don't cry. I'm lost I can't sleep and I don't want to live my life like nothing is happening.
I gave up my sleeping time just because I CAN'T SLEEP and I can't stop tweeting believing that something will happen. We made #jaebum became the 2nd trending topic. My head hurts but my heart hurts even more.
I feel lost, I'm trying to write this post for hours now. It problably won't make any sense.
But well, this whole issue doesn't make any sense either.
I'm going to sleep for less 2 hours and when I wake up I just want to know that Jay's back, and nothing is going to happen. This feels like hell.
I can't even think how to tag this.
forever leadja jaebum