Dec 02, 2010 02:23
I am slowly going insane already from stress about finals and my linguistics grade and Korean stuff(though I know as a fact that I have an A in my Korean lang+soc class, FUCK YEAH >:D), plus my roommate has been super annoying as of late and is kind of pissing me off, but since I hate conflict and fights and such :| That's not going too well. Though since it's finals, I want to just ignore everything else besides finals :|
Also, I am out of tea in my room and that is not a good start to the beginning of my two weeks of hell because I have my presentation for my final paper in Korean lang+soc on wednesday(to which I only have an outline and will be hopefully writing 80%+ of this weekend), then I have my final oral exam for Korean(which is a 10 minute presentation about my most favorite vaca aka I have to write and memorize a 10min speech in Korean and pray to god that my prof and TA ask me easy questions about it) AND my final for Intro to Linguistics on thursday, ALL WHILE studying for my bio final(on the 16th) and then my Korean final(on the 15th).
I just really want to do well on my finals and come out with a decent GPA this semester(not sure if I can swing the 3.3 I got last semester unfortunately unless I aced the fuck out of my Korean finals and end up with a B T_T) and just prove to my parents that switching my major was worth it and that I'm happy with where I am, even if all I want to do right now is go study abroad :( and speaking of which, I need my GPA to be good this semester so I can even STUDY abroad, but my bio grade is/should/better be better than my original one, so that'll be a GPA booster on its own T_T
I just hate how one little stressful thing, i.e. my roommate being extra bitchy tonight, starts the snowball effect of my increasing stress level and makes me just want to sleep forever and not care about anything even though I have Linguistics and Korean homework to do -.- So instead I stay awake with cold coffee and dove chocolate peppermint bark while listening to christmas music in the lounge on my floor and write journal entries while trying to express my feelings on how good Jae looked in Heaven's Postman in Korean for extra credit in my Korean class
OH AND PLUS I'M SICK :| YEAH, FUCK YOU HEAD COLD >:|
TL;DR
-I need to buy a massive/industrial box of tea
-I need more sleep
-I need to chill the fuck out
-I must ignore my roommate's bitchness and constant having of the TV on with weird/creepy shows like 1000 ways for die until next semester because I have no time to care about that shit
OH, AND TO NOT MAKE THIS A COMPLETELY DEPRESSING/STRESSED OUT POST!!!
IF YOU GUYS WOULD LIKE A CHRISTMAS CARD FROM ME, PLEASE PM/DM(ON TWITTER) ME YOUR ADDRESS~!
I will get them out when I go home after finals/around December 17th/18th :333
P.S. HOLY CRAP, THE JYP NATION CHRISTMAS MV IS PROBABLY THE CUTEST THING I'VE SEEN IN A LONG TIME T___________________________T
stressu mani haesseoyo,
smh,
shit man,
sigh,
oh life