Stress level=SKY ROCKETING.
lskjhglkjsg Sooooo I owe a pic spam to purplesky, but I think that may have to wait until tomorrow bb, I'm sorry
First off had to be that I got my second blood test back for the thyroid and it came back as positive that my thyroid was under-active (Which explains me being really tired all the time and the fact that I gained 10 pounds this summer D:) So now I'm on medication for it :\ I also now have to wait 6 weeks(IDEK why I have to wait, but I guess they want to see if the medication is working?) and then get an ultrasound of my thyroid to check it out. Thank god I have fall break as I want my mom to be there D: I've gotten an ultrasound of my heart before(I had a scare a couple years ago where my doctor thought I had a heart murmur ;_; most stressful few days of my life until they said everything was fine) And while ultrasounds aren't a big deal, I just....I dont like the idea of having to get one when I'm not pregnant as that means something BIG is wrong ;_;
dklfjgdsk IDEK, I just hate that now I have to say to people, like if I go to donate blood at school this year, that I'm on medication and I have to know the name and everything and I just....dont like it :(
NEXT, is something that just happened. My mom found out she has hepatitis C. And is freaking out about it ;_; I woke up from a nap I was taking and that was what she told me and then proceeded to say how she wasn't going to be able to doing anything anymore and should just stop working, etc. etc. So I did some research via google to try and find out more about the virus and it's incredibly treatable! But she's still stressing about it. Also, it's only transferable via blood to blood which in her line of work, unless she cuts herself randomly like a paper cut or something, she'll be fine. If anything, because my dad is a Steamfitter and is a Unionized worker, we have really good insurance so that is something to be happy about.
But I dont know, my mom has been under A LOT stress with her work lately and her and my dad have been fighting a bunch(which may or may not just be because of me heading back to Pittsburgh and fighting is my dad's way of expressing himself unfortunately :\) and I just, I'm worried about her as she's gonna have this to deal with now and I wont be here to talk sense into her and calm her down. I just hope that my older brother will take my place at home and I'll probably be calling my older sister to talk to her(though she calls my mom everyday anyways) and figure out ways to help my mom's stress levels now :(
I fully believe that all things happen for one reason or another, but sometimes it just.....sucks.
First off had to be that I got my second blood test back for the thyroid and it came back as positive that my thyroid was under-active (Which explains me being really tired all the time and the fact that I gained 10 pounds this summer D:) So now I'm on medication for it :\ I also now have to wait 6 weeks(IDEK why I have to wait, but I guess they want to see if the medication is working?) and then get an ultrasound of my thyroid to check it out. Thank god I have fall break as I want my mom to be there D: I've gotten an ultrasound of my heart before(I had a scare a couple years ago where my doctor thought I had a heart murmur ;_; most stressful few days of my life until they said everything was fine) And while ultrasounds aren't a big deal, I just....I dont like the idea of having to get one when I'm not pregnant as that means something BIG is wrong ;_;
dklfjgdsk IDEK, I just hate that now I have to say to people, like if I go to donate blood at school this year, that I'm on medication and I have to know the name and everything and I just....dont like it :(
NEXT, is something that just happened. My mom found out she has hepatitis C. And is freaking out about it ;_; I woke up from a nap I was taking and that was what she told me and then proceeded to say how she wasn't going to be able to doing anything anymore and should just stop working, etc. etc. So I did some research via google to try and find out more about the virus and it's incredibly treatable! But she's still stressing about it. Also, it's only transferable via blood to blood which in her line of work, unless she cuts herself randomly like a paper cut or something, she'll be fine. If anything, because my dad is a Steamfitter and is a Unionized worker, we have really good insurance so that is something to be happy about.
But I dont know, my mom has been under A LOT stress with her work lately and her and my dad have been fighting a bunch(which may or may not just be because of me heading back to Pittsburgh and fighting is my dad's way of expressing himself unfortunately :\) and I just, I'm worried about her as she's gonna have this to deal with now and I wont be here to talk sense into her and calm her down. I just hope that my older brother will take my place at home and I'll probably be calling my older sister to talk to her(though she calls my mom everyday anyways) and figure out ways to help my mom's stress levels now :(
I fully believe that all things happen for one reason or another, but sometimes it just.....sucks.