depression...
looks like another depression run is in order. it seems to be the second in under a months time...how unusual...in other news, because i don't want this post to be completly waisted, just mostly, i had an interesting dream last night. there were only two people in the dream that stood out anyways. a friend of mine and myself. we were really close, and not like close friends, but like there was something more between us. a relationship if you will. i don't really remember what we were doing, just flirting and being all close and stuff. i'm not sure why but i really enjoyed myself in my dream. but the strange thing is we arn't that close in reality. i tryed to look some of this up in a dream dictionary but all attempts ended in failure, oh well. it makes me wonder if my subconcious is trying to tell me something. as if i had made a wrong choice. this doesn't make sence to me, because it doesn't feel anymore right. lets see, i supose i have nothing more to post about. i could complain in many areas, but i don't like to waist space.