[One-shot] I love you too (1/4)
Title: I love you too (1/4)
Author: yuujin913
Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Angst later
Beta by: Unbetaed
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys. Maybe someday...*dreams*
Summary: He loves me as he said so. Can I love him too? (Gomen! I'm not good at summaries>.<)
Warning: ANGST LATER. Uhm, grammar?
Author's note: This is my first time writing a oneshot, so don't bash too much>.<. This really took me time to write since I have difficulties in writing. *sighs* . HAPPY AKAME DAY! I dedicate this to them:)
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It’s a beautiful day. The weather is good. Things are going fine. I’m not late. I have what I need with me. A normal day. No one’s bothering me-yet.
“Kazuuuu~” sing-songed a voice.
There he is again, I sighed deeply. Running along the corridors, wearing a goofy grin, not bothering about the commotion he is making at the moment. Yeah, this is normal, for me at least. I should hide now. Maybe I should start to run now. Hmmn. Where should I hide? At the cafeteria maybe? Yes, maybe there.
Oooops. Too late.
Damn, I should have run sooner, I regret as a pair of arms began circling around my waist, leaving me no choice but to be trapped in a crushing hug from behind. He’s so into soccer so much maybe he forgot that what he’s hugging right now is a human. Me.
“Aka..nishi...Air..Can’t…breathe” I groaned as I started to feel the air leaving my lungs.
He released me a little, but not enough for me to be able to run though. Tsk. He faced me with that goofy grin again, and inched a little closer to my face. Too close for my liking.
“Ohayou, my Kazu~ And I already told you many times! Call me Jin. C’mon, J-I-N~” He told onto my face.
“Who said I’m yours? And Kamenashi for you, Akanishi” I spat annoyingly. It’s still early in the morning. My day is yet about to start. But here he is, ruining it. Oh great. Really great.
“Me. Mou~ I will not give up.” A determined look on his face. Making my heart beat faster. Again.
Yeah, as much as I hate to admit it, I like this person. I don’t know if it is love though. I’m still not sure.
And I do not know why I keep on refusing him. Refusing the damn butterflies flying inside my stomach whenever I feel his touch, his daily confessions, his smile, his pout, his everything.
Maybe I’m not ready? I do not know.
The ring bells and everyone rushed to get inside their classrooms. He released me. Finally. Whispered ‘I love you’, and of course as if it’s a ritual for him everyday, left a kiss on my cheek before I got the chance to avoid it, then left with a smile, wide as ever.
I touched my cheek, still feeling the warmth of the kiss he just left. Gazing to nothing in particular.
My day dreaming was interrupted when Tat-chan, my best friend, called me to get inside already. I quickly got inside and sat beside Tat-chan.
“Hey” I greeted to my friend who was busy reading a book.
Tat-chan lowered his book enough to see me “him again, huh?” he chuckled.
“Yeah” I sighed. He chuckled again and continued reading his book.
“Mou~ you’re not fun” he waved his hand dismissively as I pouted.
Ueda Tatsuya, or Tat-chan as I call him, was always mistaken for a girl, not that I’m not the same though. Well, I can’t blame them; he is really a beauty to be a man. But I tell you, looks can really be deceiving, my best friend here is a living example. He already has a license as a professional boxer. But despite that, he’s really kind, and gentle. But very protective when it comes to me. I pout.
As we wait for our teacher, I turned to the window, which was fortunately beside me, and looked out at the sky.
It’s almost been a year when I transferred to this school. It’s been almost a year when I met him.
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The bells ring indicating that school was over. I started to collect my things so I can go home already. The last subject was really boring that’s why as soon as bells rang I can almost hear cries of joy.
Tat-chan will not be able to walk home with me since he has some really important things to do. He left before me but not without asking and almost pleading to me to be okay on my way home. I’m not a 5 year old! I protested. He almost wanted to cancel his appointments but I reassured him by saying that I will text him as soon as I arrived home, then proceeded to shoo him.
He really is very protective, I sigh as I began to walk out of our classroom, down the stairs, and outside our building. He should worry about himself more than me.
Since it’s still really early, and the weather is good, I think a little visit to my favorite place won’t hurt.
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The grass underneath me is really soft. The breeze making the grasses dance at its direction as it touches my face and as I watch the lake in front of me. I let out a contented sigh as I lie down and watch the sky above me.
This place has been my sanctuary ever since I transferred at my current school. Ever since I began to like him.
I wonder why I like him? He’s a playboy. He’s proud. He’s so full of himself, but he’s kind. He can be a baka, but if he gives his all, he will definitely succeed.
My thoughts trailed as I watch the sunset before me. What a beautiful scene, I admire.
I wonder what he is doing right now? I have his number with me, but what will I say? Before I know it, I began dialing a very familiar number. Blame it on the sunset, because it’s just so beautiful. Like him. Ugh, what am I saying?
Ring ring ring
Another ring and I will shut this off-
“Hello?” came a really exhausted voice. He must be in his soccer practice.
“Hey” I greeted.
“Kazu?” surprise evident in his voice. Maybe he’s too tired to check who the caller is.
“Neh,” I started, but-
“Oops, sorry Kazu, have to go now. I’ll call you later~ Aishiteiru yo~” he interrupt. I could only mutter an ‘Un’ before he ended the call. He must be busy.
There they are again. Those damn butterflies. Why does he have to keep on telling that? I might fall in love. Or am I already in love?
No. I can’t. I don’t want to. What if I fall too hard? Then he gets tired of me? What would I do? What if he found another person to love? I might not be able to go on. I might not be able to take it. What if what he feels towards me is just an infatuation? What if he’s just playing with me? What if I stop this what ifs now and go home now to take some rest? Tat-chan will scold me. Oh God, I’m so pathetic.
I stand up and shakes off the dusts on my school uniform and started to gather my things. It’s getting dark now, I have to hurry to catch my favorite dorama.
I started to walk towards the direction of my home, and on my way, as I pass by our school, I saw two figures hugging. One figure was awfully familiar to me. Oh so familiar, wearing our school uniform. The other was also wearing a school uniform but I do not know from what school.
As they let go of each other, I stopped dead on my tracks.
It is Jin.
He is looking at the girl with so much love, as a serene smile is plastered on his face.
‘So, this is what he’s been busy about?’ I thought as I hear something shattering.
It is my heart.
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Did I fail?
Don't bash too much, my heart can only take much. Please.
Comments and criticisms are allowed, but not too much onegai:D