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Leaving for vacation on Friday! I... am not ready.
I've been dealing with low-level anxiety for the past two weeks now. Was having trouble putting my finger on the reason for it, but I'm pretty sure now that it's trip-related.
There isn't even any reason for me to be so anxious, because the trip is to Victoria, BC. I've been there before! Hell, I think it was only two years ago that I was there, in fact. It's not a serious trip! I'm not going to do anything stressful! I plan to do little except write and take some photos and write and relax. And write.
But my brain always kind of freaks out before I go on vacation, so I guess that would be why. Hopefully it will calm down once I'm actually in Victoria. While I was in Amsterdam, I was in a state of constant low-level stress, but that makes sense because of the whole "foreign country that I've never been to blah blah blah" thing. But Victoria is familiar, so... I dunno. Hopefully the anxiety will be minimal.
Luckily, at this point I know what's going on, so I can sit back and be like "Huh, my brain sure is being weird right now". But it's still... annoying.
... Anyway. On account of the above, I might be nonresponsive for a while. Or maybe not. Depends on how I feel.
(Just watch, I'll feel perfectly fine tomorrow. That happens a lot.)
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I've been dealing with low-level anxiety for the past two weeks now. Was having trouble putting my finger on the reason for it, but I'm pretty sure now that it's trip-related.
There isn't even any reason for me to be so anxious, because the trip is to Victoria, BC. I've been there before! Hell, I think it was only two years ago that I was there, in fact. It's not a serious trip! I'm not going to do anything stressful! I plan to do little except write and take some photos and write and relax. And write.
But my brain always kind of freaks out before I go on vacation, so I guess that would be why. Hopefully it will calm down once I'm actually in Victoria. While I was in Amsterdam, I was in a state of constant low-level stress, but that makes sense because of the whole "foreign country that I've never been to blah blah blah" thing. But Victoria is familiar, so... I dunno. Hopefully the anxiety will be minimal.
Luckily, at this point I know what's going on, so I can sit back and be like "Huh, my brain sure is being weird right now". But it's still... annoying.
... Anyway. On account of the above, I might be nonresponsive for a while. Or maybe not. Depends on how I feel.
(Just watch, I'll feel perfectly fine tomorrow. That happens a lot.)
This entry was originally posted at http://yuuago.dreamwidth.org/3400150.html. You can comment here or at the original entry.