I JUST REALLY NEED TO LET ALL MY FEELS OUT AFTER THESE 2 DAYS OF FRUSTRATING SITUATIONS
i don't know how many of my friends here are fans of exo so..
okay, so may 15, 2014 is one of the the day where EXO fandom didn't expect.
Kris filing a lawsuit and whatnot.
well, i kinda got over it and will just hope for the best.
i cried my eyes out last night and then in the morning i felt better...
as much as i want him to stay, I will be with Kris whichever path he'll choose...
I still feel sad. For EXO.
I wasn't this affected when Ryu was on indefinite hiatus because he could always be with JUMP whenever he wants.
But in Kris' issue... if ever it's official he's leaving... I don't know what will happen between him and the remaining members of EXO...
I honestly value friendship like how I value my family (but of course, family first) but i mean, friends are important to me. So, Kris and the members' relationship to be ruined is not my style.
We still don't know the whole story though, so all we can do is wait.
and now...
These are what my Chinese friend Kakao-ed me when i asked her about weibo controlling Tao's account.
and i just can't stay still.
they're trying to break the fandom apart too.
This should be the time where everyone should unite and say what exo is saying, "We are one" but what are the fans doing now? I stand in the middle because i don't know what to do. I want to help the fandom, but how?
and also, this made me think...
Kris must be blaming himself...
why? Because if he didn't do the things he did, maybe these won't happen.
I'm not blaming Kris. He just filed the case, he didn't expect everything of this will happen just because of what he did.
I know he loves EXO he said so.
I know he has reasons and that's what everyone is waiting for.
and there's no one there for him. yes, he has his family and friends, but not like before, when they have problems, those 11 are with him. saying, "everything will be alright."
and i don't want EXO to blame Kris too but i dunno, maybe some already did...
i just want to wake up one day, then everything will be okay.
i can't think anymore...
i already ate a kilo of mangoes because i'm too depressed......
i should eat chocolates but, i'm on a diet watch so mangoes otl
okay, so may 15, 2014 is one of the the day where EXO fandom didn't expect.
Kris filing a lawsuit and whatnot.
well, i kinda got over it and will just hope for the best.
i cried my eyes out last night and then in the morning i felt better...
as much as i want him to stay, I will be with Kris whichever path he'll choose...
I still feel sad. For EXO.
I wasn't this affected when Ryu was on indefinite hiatus because he could always be with JUMP whenever he wants.
But in Kris' issue... if ever it's official he's leaving... I don't know what will happen between him and the remaining members of EXO...
I honestly value friendship like how I value my family (but of course, family first) but i mean, friends are important to me. So, Kris and the members' relationship to be ruined is not my style.
We still don't know the whole story though, so all we can do is wait.
and now...
These are what my Chinese friend Kakao-ed me when i asked her about weibo controlling Tao's account.
and i just can't stay still.
they're trying to break the fandom apart too.
This should be the time where everyone should unite and say what exo is saying, "We are one" but what are the fans doing now? I stand in the middle because i don't know what to do. I want to help the fandom, but how?
and also, this made me think...
Kris must be blaming himself...
why? Because if he didn't do the things he did, maybe these won't happen.
I'm not blaming Kris. He just filed the case, he didn't expect everything of this will happen just because of what he did.
I know he loves EXO he said so.
I know he has reasons and that's what everyone is waiting for.
and there's no one there for him. yes, he has his family and friends, but not like before, when they have problems, those 11 are with him. saying, "everything will be alright."
and i don't want EXO to blame Kris too but i dunno, maybe some already did...
i just want to wake up one day, then everything will be okay.
i can't think anymore...
i already ate a kilo of mangoes because i'm too depressed......
i should eat chocolates but, i'm on a diet watch so mangoes otl