Eien Ni
Title: Eien Ni
Author: Natsu [me]
Pairing: YamaJima, !slight Tadaiki, !slight Chiitaro
Genre: Angst, Romance, Fluff and Smut at the end
Rating:PG to NC-17
Disclaimer:I only own the plot.. :P
A/N: It's better if you have Kinki Kid's "Eien Ni" when you read this.... i can't find a vid for Eien Ni in youtube but you can download the song here...
you can see a note there in the story later on when you're going to start playing Eien Ni.. ^____^
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The plan was unexpected. They were called by their manager that they’re going to be the guests of Shounen Club. They didn’t talk that much for a year already since one of them chose fame over love.
“So, Nakajima-kun, Yamada-kun, I’ll call you again for the song you’re going to sing since the theme is not decided yet. That’s all.” Their manager said and they bowed to him before their manager left JUMP’s dressing room. There was a tense atmosphere and even the other members can’t break it. Luckily, Yabu found a way to break it.
“So,” Yabu started. “Um, let’s eat lunch. I’m hungry already.” And they went to eat lunch but Yuto and Yamada are still quiet.
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“The theme is, ‘Forever.” Their manager said to Yamada and Yuto. “And they told me that the song you’re going to sing is Kinki Kids’, ‘Eien Ni.’”
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They started practicing but there’s still an awkward atmosphere and Yamada will always drag Chinen during their song rehearsals. Yuto on the other hand is always calm. It’s like he’s not really bothered that his ex-boyfriend is performing with him. It’s like, he already had moved on from their bad break-up. But it was him who asked for break-up and Yamada didn’t think twice to agree even though Yuto hoped that time that Yamada will at least oppose to it.
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FLASHBACK
Eien Ni, a song that made the two got closer to each other. When they sang this for the first time in Shounen Club, both of them felt a spark that when they made an eye contact during their performance, a fluttering feeling made them smile.
2 weeks after their performance, the two will always find themselves singing the song and after a year both of them knew they felt the same towards each other, that they love each other. But after almost 2 years, Yamada got busy with everything. Dramas, new special unit , NYC with Chinen and Yuma, he’ll be guests here and there, commercials and everything, school kakumei and lots and that made his time to be with Yuto go lesser and lesser.
The time where Yamada can’t even call back or text back Yuto came. They rarely see each other and the older didn’t even bother to communicate with him for almost 4 months and Yuto had enough already.
“STOP IT, YUTO! STOP IT!” Yamada snapped when Yuto dragged Yamada out of NYC’s rehearsal room to the rooftop of the building and talked about how busy Yamada is and can’t even call back for months. “I’m busy, okay? I got lots of things to do so can you please give me a space? Stop calling for 10 times a day and don’t flood my inbox with a hundred of messages a day!”
“Space, Space you say,” Yuto smirked with a hint of hurt. “Yeah, I called you 10 times a day because I want to hear your voice even just for a second! I sent you hundred of messages a day because we barely see each other and I want to know if you eat properly or not, if you went back home safely from your taping, if you’re tired or not, if you’re sick or not, if you slept well or not, I’m just worried!” Yuto shouted but not enough to give a hint that he’s already angry. The gentleness of his voice is still there.
“You’re worrying too much! You’re worrying more than my mom did!” Yamada answered back.
“I’m not your mom, but I’m your boyfriend, Yama-chan and I have the right to be worried!”
“And your worrying annoys me! I almost didn’t have the chance to take this certain commercial because of your messages that flooded my inbox and the messages almost contain the same! Luckily our manager told me that maybe they’ll send me a message about the commercial and I got a hard time on finding it!” and that hurts Yuto the most. He’s really in the verge of crying but he needs to be strong.
“So you find me annoying?” Yuto asked casually but Yamada didn’t reply.
“I’m asking you Yama-chan. Do you find me annoying?” he asked again. “Do you find it annoying when I send you messages asking you if you’re alright? Asking you if you slept well, if you ate properly, if you went home safely?" Yuto’s tears started to fall from his eyes. “Telling you that if you’re tired I can always lend you a shoulder? Telling you that I miss you every second I can’t see you and if you’re not with me. That I miss every bear hug you gave me when you did a great job.”
Yamada fell silent. “I bet you didn’t read the messages, right, Yama-chan? I bet you deleted my messages because you thought I sent the same messages everyday.” Yuto asked crying and the tone of hurt is really visible.
“I bet you didn’t read my message telling you that it’s our anniversary today so I hope you’ll ask for a day off so that we can spend it together.” Yamada looked at him, surprised. “Ever since you’ve been busy, I always send you a message with a countdown on how many days left before our 3rd year anniversary because I hope you won’t forget about it but you did.”
“Since you even forgot that it’s our anniversary that means I’m not important to you, right?” Yuto asked again. “THAT THIS… THIS RELATIONSHIP IS FULL OF CRAP!” he snapped and Yamada jolted. Not even once Yuto raised his voice to him. It’s always Yamada who will shout at Yuto but Yuto never shouted at Yamada.
“If you find it annoying, if you don’t want an annoying and whiny boyfriend, then,” Yuto paused for a while with seriousness in his face. “Let’s break-up.” Yuto had enough already so he said it.
Yamada moved forward and took Yuto’s hands and placed something on it. Yuto cried harder because of that. And Yamada just left him there. Yuto looked at the thing Yamada placed on his hand, a ring. The ring Yuto gave to Yamada on their 1st year anniversary and the other ring is with Yuto since its a couple ring. He thought Yamada will say “no” but it’s the other way around.
END OF FLASHBACK
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A week before Shounen’s club shooting, Yamada got sick and wasn’t able to practice with Yuto. Yamada came back 2 days before the recording but he’s not allowed to practice yet and was told to save his energy on the actual shooting or else maybe he’ll fall sick again plus, Yuto and him had enough practice already.
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It was the day of Shounen’s club pre-recording. Yamada is quite nervous so is Yuto. The MCs were Daiki, Takaki and Chinen. They performed in the middle of the show after Question? Performed. As they said, Yuto and Yamada’s performance is a surprise. When they went to the stage, the stage is pitch-black that the fans didn’t know who are the performers.
[A/N: start playing Eien Ni... and ignore all italized words aligned center because it's just the song lyrics... ^^]
The song started to play and the fans screamed because it’s been a long time since they’ve heard someone sang it in Shounen Club but they still didn’t know who are going to perform. “Eien Ni”……………………….somehow…………………… nostalgic.
Yama: Ima oboeba nanigenai kotoba de
Kizutsuketa hi wa
Sunao ni ayamaru koto sae
Nazeka dekinakatta
The light flicked open focusing on the 1st person who’s going to sing and the light focused on Yamada that made the girls screamed. Somehow, they know who will be the 2nd person. The song was sung full of feelings and it somehow reached the audience’s heart and it somehow reached someone’s heart who’s only few meters away from him. The audience listened carefully and they keep waving their penlights and some uchiwas.
Yuto: Muda ni tsuyogaru tabi ni kimi wo
Itsumo fuan ni saseteta
Konna otoko de wa aru keredo
Dareyori
Another light opened when it was the 2nd person’s turn and it was focused on Yuto who’s meters apart from Yamada. The same as Yamada, the girls screamed again and some shouted, “YAMAJIMA!”. Yuto also sang the song full of feelings and it also reached the audience’s heart. The fans flailed non-stop because of the two. Yamada somehow feel goose bumps all over him when Yuto started to sing.
Aishite iru
“Aishite iru”, with that, Yuto looked at Yamada and the latter knows that Yuto is looking at him.
Yuto: Eien ni kimi to futari de
Te wo toriainagara
Yukkuri yukkuri de ii kara
The song became too emotional that the hall suddenly became silent and actually the lights at the audience were off and only in the stage was on. It’s like a concert . Sadness, loneliness, mixed feelings was emitted from the song.
Some fans cried because of too much sadness of the song. Daiki, Takaki and Chinen are watching at the side of the stage.
Yama: Aserazu Tomo ni yukou
Miageta sora ni wa ikusen no hoshi ga
Asu wo terashiteru
Daiki clutched his hands on Takaki’s shirt and the latter wrapped his arms around Daiki’s waist and pulled him closer. Chinen looked at Yamada and Yuto and he thinks tears are also going to fall from his eyes any moment later. They know what happened with their fellow band mates but Chinen has another reason why he’s crying.
Yamada’s mind is full of regret and full of Yuto. During the performance he was thinking what happened after he and Yuto broke up. Loneliness, that’s what he felt. It’s really lonely without Yuto around. He was always looking at his phone, reading all the messages Yuto sent him that he didn’t get the chance to erase.
Yuto: Itsu kara darou koi kara ai e to
Kawatte itta no wa
Guilt. Yuto was hurt because of him and he realized after few weeks he hurt himself too.
He was given a lot of chance to talk to Yuto but nothing came out from him. He will always ignore Yuto and will never talk to him except if needed like cross talks and such.
Yama: Kisetsuhazure no umi de futari
Kasa mo sasazu ame no naka
Aruita toki ni kanjitan da
Kono ai Mamoritai...to
He thought, really that he don’t like Yuto anymore but he’s wrong. He still loves Yuto. A year, it’s been a year but nothing improved. He sticks with Chinen and Daiki and Yuto with Keito.
Yamada found himself crying while singing and Yuto saw it. Yuto saw the tears streaming from Yamada’s eyes but he wondered if the fans saw it too. Yamada with deep thoughts and engrossed in his singing didn’t notice that Yuto is going to closer to him.
He flinched when he felt a thumb wiping his tears away.
Both: Eien ni kimi to futari de
Te wo toriainagara
Kore kara mo kawaranu omoi
He turned around and saw Yuto singing together with him with a very warm smile while wiping his tears. He cried harder because of the sudden action and the fans flailed. Yamada took the hands from his face and saw one thing that made his tears flood more, the ring. Yuto is wearing their ring.
Kioku ni kizamu tabi
Kokoro no naka de wa ikusen no hoshi no you ni
Matataku yo
Yuto took his hands off and wiped Yamada’s tears again and his eyes are telling him, “Don’t cry”. Yamada took Yuto’s hands again only to entwine his hand with Yuto’s. Yuto smiled widely and he knows they need no words anymore.
Yuto leaned closer and made their foreheads pressed together.
The fans flailed again and they flailed so much when Yuto gave a peck at the tip of Yamada’s nose. Daiki on the other hand, screamed together with the audience and Takaki needs to take his arms around Daiki so the he can use his hands to cover his ears.
But he took his hands off when Daiki suddenly jumped to him and hugged him. Too much happiness really.
Eien ni kimi to futari de
Te wo toriainagara
Back to Yamajima, they got their world of their own. Singing so close with each other, breathes dancing together and Yuto really needs to stop his urge to kiss those lips he once claimed as his.
Yukkuri yukkuri de ii kara
Aserazu Tomo ni yukou
They sang together again and the loneliness and sadness from the song was replaced by happiness. Yuto thought maybe they can sing “Happiness” by Arashi later. Yuto moved away only for his back to face the audience then he pulled Yamada in front of him.
Futari no naka ni wa ikusen no hoshi ga
Umare matataku yo
They are still singing but the audience didn’t know what are the two doing because the stupid camera is on Yuto’s back.
The audience was confused why Yamada is not singing anymore and just cried while Yuto keeps singing when the two faced the audience again.
Kimi to…
They didn’t know that Yuto slid the other ring on Yamada’s ring finger earlier.
But before Yuto did that, they stared at each other first and it’s as if Yamada can read Yuto’s mind.
Futari de
I love you Yuto said in his mind and it’s as if Yuto can read Yamada’s mind too, I love you too . and that’s the time Yuto put the ring on Yamada’s ring finger.
Eien ni...
Daiki who saw it all flailed again and Takaki and Chinen just rolled their eyes.
And when the song ended, Yuto ruffled Yamada’s hair and gave him a tight hug before the light went off and they went to the side of the stage for the talk.
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During the Talk, the sitting arrangement is, Daiki, Takaki, Chinen, Yuto then Yamada.
“Saa, our theme for today is ‘forever’, right?” Daiki started the talk and out of the script, he asked, “To Yama-chan, can you give us one thing that you want to do forever?” Yamada blushed with Daiki’s question and the latter find it really cute.
“I-“ Yamada started. Slowly, he interlaced his hands on Yuto again and the audience flailed non-stop. “I… I want to be with Yuto-kun forever.” He then bowed his head down to hide his reddened face. Yuto whose face as red as Yamada nuzzled his face against Yamada’s hair and kissed it lightly.
Like a fan girl, Daiki squealed together with the audience since he’s a major YamaJima shipper. The talk ended with Daiki teasing the two and until the talk ended, Chinen just kept quiet.
As Daiki ended the talk and introduced the next performer, Daiki said, “IwanttobewithYuyanforevertoo” so fast that others can’t catch up but the others can especially his band mates, those fans who got what Daiki said, squealed. Takaki just palmed his face but not because of his boyfriends silliness but because he want to hid the blush creeping on his cheeks. Daiki on the other hand Daiki introduced the next performer with a super red face when Takaki kissed his cheeks.
As Yuto and Yamada exited the stage, Yuto didn’t let go of Yamada’s hands. Even when they went to their dressing room and they didn’t even bother to change clothes. They just grabbed their things and went directly to Yuto’s house.
But before they can go out of the hall, someone chuckled hiding in the darkness, “Finally. I got a hard time fixing them. The plan went perfect as expected.” He was looking at the love birds walking silently and someone replied, “Of course, it’s you who planned it all, right, Johnny-san?”
“And you, as their manager did it well to make them perform.”
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Yuto’s house is currently empty. It’s still afternoon but Raiya is not in the house since he already packed his things early in the morning and stayed at his friend’s for the whole day and will be back the next day. Yuto’s parents visited Yuto’s grandparents in his father side in Aomori and will be back after 3 days.
As Yuto and Yamada arrived at Yuto’s house, they immediately engaged in a fiery kiss. Since it’ll be too much hassle to go at Yuto’s room in the 2nd floor, they went instead at Yuto’s activity room in the 1st floor still lip locking. Luckily, the large futon Yuto used the night before still laid in the floor.
Clothes were thrown here and there as they laid in the futon. Soft moans and groans filled the room with additional, “I love you” and calling each others name. Hands roamed in each other’s bodies as they made a contact with each other that sends shivers to their spine.
Yuto who was on top Yamada trailed kisses from Yamada’s lips, down to his neck, to his chest then went back again to Yamada’s lips. Yamada gasped as a 1st finger entered him then was added by another finger and another one. Yuto distract Yamada from the pain by kissing him. When Yuto pulled away a little, he heard Yamada cried in pleasure as he knew he hit a certain spot. He pulled his fingers out and asked Yamada, “Will you be okay?”
Yamada nodded and replied, “Just be gentle, please.” It’s their first time, even though they’ve been in a relationship for 3 years before. Yuto kissed Yamada again as he entered him. He deepened the kiss when Yamada stiffened as he was going deeper and deeper. Yuto doesn’t care if Yamada will accidentally bit his tongue. Even though it hurts, the pain Yamada is currently feeling is more painful.
He started to move when Yamada is already used with the intrusion. Not that too long, Yamada cried in pleasure and Yuto angled himself to that certain spot. Not long after, they reached the peak of pleasure and heavy breaths can be heard and Yuto pulled out from Yamada and laid beside him. He wrapped his arms around the boys frame and the other snuggled closer.
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Yuto was startled when he heard faint sobs coming from Yamada. He pulled away a little and cupped Yamada’s cheeks. “What’s wrong?” he asked.
“I’m sorry…” Yamada said between the sobs.
“It’s okay…” Yuto said as he wiped Yamada’s tears away.
“But I hurt you too much. I-“ Yamada didn’t got the chance to continue as Yuto silenced him with a kiss.
“I told you, didn’t I? It’s okay, really. What matters now is that you’re back, Ryo-chan.” Yamada cried harder as he hugged Yuto. Yuto calling him, “Ryo-chan” is really perfect.
“I love you…” Yamada pecked on Yuto’s lips and snuggled closer.
“I love you too…” Yuto replied as he kissed Yamada’s hair.
“I love you…” Yamada said again.
“I know, and I love you too…”
"I really love you, Yuto…” Yamada wrapped his arms around Yuto.
“hai, hai.”
“I love you.”
“I know. So-“
“I love you,”
“Seriously Ryo-chan-“
“I LOVE YUTO!!!!!!” Yamada shouted and Yuto can’t help himself but laughed.
“I LOVE RYO-CHAN!!!!!” he shouted back as he laid on top of Yamada and gave him a gentle and sweet kiss, until it became passionate and until they got into another make out session.
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Yamada made a wrong decision in the past. He chose fame over love and regretted it at the end. But now Yamada chose love. Because he knows Yuto will still be there even if his fame will drop because Yuto love him as himself. His life before revolves around his fame. But now his life revolves around the person called, “Nakajima Yuto.”
OMAKE:
Back to Shounen Club after the pre-recording:
“Dai-chan, did you noticed?” Takaki asked his boyfriend as they are walking back to Jumishou.
“What?” the latter asked.
“Chii seems quiet after Yama-chan and Yuto sang.” Takaki pointed Chinen who was no entering the building.
“Don’t worry, I know the solution.” Then Daiki took his phone out.
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Daiki and Takaki left Chinen alone in the dressing room since the latter said he’ll stay a bit longer. When Daiki and Takaki left, Chinen shouted, “Ah mou… I WANT TO BE WITH RYU-CHAN FOREVER TOO!!!!!!” He shouted but he knows no one will kiss him on the cheek or nuzzled on his hair like what Takaki and Yuto did to their boyfriend. He was mumbling and mumbling as he packed his things when arms wrapped around his petite frame that made him shriek.
“I-“ the person started and Chinen felt something hot creeping on his cheeks. “I want to be with Chii forever too.” He mumbled as he buried his face at the crook of Chinen’s neck as he planted soft kisses on it.
“Ryu-chan-“ Chinen turned around only to meet Ryutaro’s lips. He was surprised at first but ended up giving in to the kiss. Oh well, it’s much better than a kiss on the cheek.
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Meanwhile, Daiki giggled outside the dressing room as he placed something on it that made Takaki grinned evily. Luckily, Yabu and the rest of the members are on day-off so they got no problems.
“Dai-chan, ikou!” Takaki said and Dai-chan happily bounced towards his lover and wrapped his hands on its waist from the side as they walked out of the building.
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Shintaro is searching for his brother when he knew he was here since Shori and Kaoru said they saw him entering the building. He went to JUMP’s dressing room only to find the sign, “BUSY! DO NOT DISTURB!” He thought maybe Kaoru and Shori mistook someone as his brother.
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On the other hand…
“Raiya, I thought you’re only going to stay here for a night? What’s with this plenty of clothes?” Raiya’s friend asked him as Raiya took out his clothes from his bag.
“I’ll be back home after two nights or three. I don’t want to go home tomorrow morning finding something not suitable for me.” Raiya sighed.
“What?”
“Nothing…” he shrugged his friend’s question. “Ah! Let me borrow your books for Math, I’ll study in advance since I left my books at home.”
“Didn't you went back home earlier? You didn't got it? How about getting it tomorrow?”
“As I said, I don’t want to see something not suitable for me. I had enough noises earlier when I went back home.” And he continued in his thought, I don’t want to see my Nii-chan and Ryo-nii naked while getting my textbook in the activity room. Their noises are enough already.
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A/N: okay, the ending sucks, i know.. haha.. XDD
Raiya is a special guest... :3
this was inspired by the song, "Eien Ni" of course... i was going home last time when the song played on my phone-i was wearing an earphone-and i thought that time, "what if Yuto and Yamada will sing Eien Ni again?" and so, this story came up.. haha
also, it's my first time writing smut though i know it's not smutty enough.. even my fb friends told me it's short and they want it long... haha
i don't actually planned to post this.. but because YamaChii fics welcomed me, some are TakaYama and Ariyama but most are YamaChii, in the community tab, so, i think i just need to post this.. XD
maa, hope you enjoyed reading it... ^^
any comments are welcomed... <3
Author: Natsu [me]
Pairing: YamaJima, !slight Tadaiki, !slight Chiitaro
Genre: Angst, Romance, Fluff and Smut at the end
Rating:PG to NC-17
Disclaimer:I only own the plot.. :P
A/N: It's better if you have Kinki Kid's "Eien Ni" when you read this.... i can't find a vid for Eien Ni in youtube but you can download the song here...
you can see a note there in the story later on when you're going to start playing Eien Ni.. ^____^
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The plan was unexpected. They were called by their manager that they’re going to be the guests of Shounen Club. They didn’t talk that much for a year already since one of them chose fame over love.
“So, Nakajima-kun, Yamada-kun, I’ll call you again for the song you’re going to sing since the theme is not decided yet. That’s all.” Their manager said and they bowed to him before their manager left JUMP’s dressing room. There was a tense atmosphere and even the other members can’t break it. Luckily, Yabu found a way to break it.
“So,” Yabu started. “Um, let’s eat lunch. I’m hungry already.” And they went to eat lunch but Yuto and Yamada are still quiet.
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“The theme is, ‘Forever.” Their manager said to Yamada and Yuto. “And they told me that the song you’re going to sing is Kinki Kids’, ‘Eien Ni.’”
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They started practicing but there’s still an awkward atmosphere and Yamada will always drag Chinen during their song rehearsals. Yuto on the other hand is always calm. It’s like he’s not really bothered that his ex-boyfriend is performing with him. It’s like, he already had moved on from their bad break-up. But it was him who asked for break-up and Yamada didn’t think twice to agree even though Yuto hoped that time that Yamada will at least oppose to it.
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FLASHBACK
Eien Ni, a song that made the two got closer to each other. When they sang this for the first time in Shounen Club, both of them felt a spark that when they made an eye contact during their performance, a fluttering feeling made them smile.
2 weeks after their performance, the two will always find themselves singing the song and after a year both of them knew they felt the same towards each other, that they love each other. But after almost 2 years, Yamada got busy with everything. Dramas, new special unit , NYC with Chinen and Yuma, he’ll be guests here and there, commercials and everything, school kakumei and lots and that made his time to be with Yuto go lesser and lesser.
The time where Yamada can’t even call back or text back Yuto came. They rarely see each other and the older didn’t even bother to communicate with him for almost 4 months and Yuto had enough already.
“STOP IT, YUTO! STOP IT!” Yamada snapped when Yuto dragged Yamada out of NYC’s rehearsal room to the rooftop of the building and talked about how busy Yamada is and can’t even call back for months. “I’m busy, okay? I got lots of things to do so can you please give me a space? Stop calling for 10 times a day and don’t flood my inbox with a hundred of messages a day!”
“Space, Space you say,” Yuto smirked with a hint of hurt. “Yeah, I called you 10 times a day because I want to hear your voice even just for a second! I sent you hundred of messages a day because we barely see each other and I want to know if you eat properly or not, if you went back home safely from your taping, if you’re tired or not, if you’re sick or not, if you slept well or not, I’m just worried!” Yuto shouted but not enough to give a hint that he’s already angry. The gentleness of his voice is still there.
“You’re worrying too much! You’re worrying more than my mom did!” Yamada answered back.
“I’m not your mom, but I’m your boyfriend, Yama-chan and I have the right to be worried!”
“And your worrying annoys me! I almost didn’t have the chance to take this certain commercial because of your messages that flooded my inbox and the messages almost contain the same! Luckily our manager told me that maybe they’ll send me a message about the commercial and I got a hard time on finding it!” and that hurts Yuto the most. He’s really in the verge of crying but he needs to be strong.
“So you find me annoying?” Yuto asked casually but Yamada didn’t reply.
“I’m asking you Yama-chan. Do you find me annoying?” he asked again. “Do you find it annoying when I send you messages asking you if you’re alright? Asking you if you slept well, if you ate properly, if you went home safely?" Yuto’s tears started to fall from his eyes. “Telling you that if you’re tired I can always lend you a shoulder? Telling you that I miss you every second I can’t see you and if you’re not with me. That I miss every bear hug you gave me when you did a great job.”
Yamada fell silent. “I bet you didn’t read the messages, right, Yama-chan? I bet you deleted my messages because you thought I sent the same messages everyday.” Yuto asked crying and the tone of hurt is really visible.
“I bet you didn’t read my message telling you that it’s our anniversary today so I hope you’ll ask for a day off so that we can spend it together.” Yamada looked at him, surprised. “Ever since you’ve been busy, I always send you a message with a countdown on how many days left before our 3rd year anniversary because I hope you won’t forget about it but you did.”
“Since you even forgot that it’s our anniversary that means I’m not important to you, right?” Yuto asked again. “THAT THIS… THIS RELATIONSHIP IS FULL OF CRAP!” he snapped and Yamada jolted. Not even once Yuto raised his voice to him. It’s always Yamada who will shout at Yuto but Yuto never shouted at Yamada.
“If you find it annoying, if you don’t want an annoying and whiny boyfriend, then,” Yuto paused for a while with seriousness in his face. “Let’s break-up.” Yuto had enough already so he said it.
Yamada moved forward and took Yuto’s hands and placed something on it. Yuto cried harder because of that. And Yamada just left him there. Yuto looked at the thing Yamada placed on his hand, a ring. The ring Yuto gave to Yamada on their 1st year anniversary and the other ring is with Yuto since its a couple ring. He thought Yamada will say “no” but it’s the other way around.
END OF FLASHBACK
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A week before Shounen’s club shooting, Yamada got sick and wasn’t able to practice with Yuto. Yamada came back 2 days before the recording but he’s not allowed to practice yet and was told to save his energy on the actual shooting or else maybe he’ll fall sick again plus, Yuto and him had enough practice already.
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It was the day of Shounen’s club pre-recording. Yamada is quite nervous so is Yuto. The MCs were Daiki, Takaki and Chinen. They performed in the middle of the show after Question? Performed. As they said, Yuto and Yamada’s performance is a surprise. When they went to the stage, the stage is pitch-black that the fans didn’t know who are the performers.
[A/N: start playing Eien Ni... and ignore all italized words aligned center because it's just the song lyrics... ^^]
The song started to play and the fans screamed because it’s been a long time since they’ve heard someone sang it in Shounen Club but they still didn’t know who are going to perform. “Eien Ni”……………………….somehow…………………… nostalgic.
Yama: Ima oboeba nanigenai kotoba de
Kizutsuketa hi wa
Sunao ni ayamaru koto sae
Nazeka dekinakatta
The light flicked open focusing on the 1st person who’s going to sing and the light focused on Yamada that made the girls screamed. Somehow, they know who will be the 2nd person. The song was sung full of feelings and it somehow reached the audience’s heart and it somehow reached someone’s heart who’s only few meters away from him. The audience listened carefully and they keep waving their penlights and some uchiwas.
Yuto: Muda ni tsuyogaru tabi ni kimi wo
Itsumo fuan ni saseteta
Konna otoko de wa aru keredo
Dareyori
Another light opened when it was the 2nd person’s turn and it was focused on Yuto who’s meters apart from Yamada. The same as Yamada, the girls screamed again and some shouted, “YAMAJIMA!”. Yuto also sang the song full of feelings and it also reached the audience’s heart. The fans flailed non-stop because of the two. Yamada somehow feel goose bumps all over him when Yuto started to sing.
Aishite iru
“Aishite iru”, with that, Yuto looked at Yamada and the latter knows that Yuto is looking at him.
Yuto: Eien ni kimi to futari de
Te wo toriainagara
Yukkuri yukkuri de ii kara
The song became too emotional that the hall suddenly became silent and actually the lights at the audience were off and only in the stage was on. It’s like a concert . Sadness, loneliness, mixed feelings was emitted from the song.
Some fans cried because of too much sadness of the song. Daiki, Takaki and Chinen are watching at the side of the stage.
Yama: Aserazu Tomo ni yukou
Miageta sora ni wa ikusen no hoshi ga
Asu wo terashiteru
Daiki clutched his hands on Takaki’s shirt and the latter wrapped his arms around Daiki’s waist and pulled him closer. Chinen looked at Yamada and Yuto and he thinks tears are also going to fall from his eyes any moment later. They know what happened with their fellow band mates but Chinen has another reason why he’s crying.
Yamada’s mind is full of regret and full of Yuto. During the performance he was thinking what happened after he and Yuto broke up. Loneliness, that’s what he felt. It’s really lonely without Yuto around. He was always looking at his phone, reading all the messages Yuto sent him that he didn’t get the chance to erase.
Yuto: Itsu kara darou koi kara ai e to
Kawatte itta no wa
Guilt. Yuto was hurt because of him and he realized after few weeks he hurt himself too.
He was given a lot of chance to talk to Yuto but nothing came out from him. He will always ignore Yuto and will never talk to him except if needed like cross talks and such.
Yama: Kisetsuhazure no umi de futari
Kasa mo sasazu ame no naka
Aruita toki ni kanjitan da
Kono ai Mamoritai...to
He thought, really that he don’t like Yuto anymore but he’s wrong. He still loves Yuto. A year, it’s been a year but nothing improved. He sticks with Chinen and Daiki and Yuto with Keito.
Yamada found himself crying while singing and Yuto saw it. Yuto saw the tears streaming from Yamada’s eyes but he wondered if the fans saw it too. Yamada with deep thoughts and engrossed in his singing didn’t notice that Yuto is going to closer to him.
He flinched when he felt a thumb wiping his tears away.
Both: Eien ni kimi to futari de
Te wo toriainagara
Kore kara mo kawaranu omoi
He turned around and saw Yuto singing together with him with a very warm smile while wiping his tears. He cried harder because of the sudden action and the fans flailed. Yamada took the hands from his face and saw one thing that made his tears flood more, the ring. Yuto is wearing their ring.
Kioku ni kizamu tabi
Kokoro no naka de wa ikusen no hoshi no you ni
Matataku yo
Yuto took his hands off and wiped Yamada’s tears again and his eyes are telling him, “Don’t cry”. Yamada took Yuto’s hands again only to entwine his hand with Yuto’s. Yuto smiled widely and he knows they need no words anymore.
Yuto leaned closer and made their foreheads pressed together.
The fans flailed again and they flailed so much when Yuto gave a peck at the tip of Yamada’s nose. Daiki on the other hand, screamed together with the audience and Takaki needs to take his arms around Daiki so the he can use his hands to cover his ears.
But he took his hands off when Daiki suddenly jumped to him and hugged him. Too much happiness really.
Eien ni kimi to futari de
Te wo toriainagara
Back to Yamajima, they got their world of their own. Singing so close with each other, breathes dancing together and Yuto really needs to stop his urge to kiss those lips he once claimed as his.
Yukkuri yukkuri de ii kara
Aserazu Tomo ni yukou
They sang together again and the loneliness and sadness from the song was replaced by happiness. Yuto thought maybe they can sing “Happiness” by Arashi later. Yuto moved away only for his back to face the audience then he pulled Yamada in front of him.
Futari no naka ni wa ikusen no hoshi ga
Umare matataku yo
They are still singing but the audience didn’t know what are the two doing because the stupid camera is on Yuto’s back.
The audience was confused why Yamada is not singing anymore and just cried while Yuto keeps singing when the two faced the audience again.
Kimi to…
They didn’t know that Yuto slid the other ring on Yamada’s ring finger earlier.
But before Yuto did that, they stared at each other first and it’s as if Yamada can read Yuto’s mind.
Futari de
I love you Yuto said in his mind and it’s as if Yuto can read Yamada’s mind too, I love you too . and that’s the time Yuto put the ring on Yamada’s ring finger.
Eien ni...
Daiki who saw it all flailed again and Takaki and Chinen just rolled their eyes.
And when the song ended, Yuto ruffled Yamada’s hair and gave him a tight hug before the light went off and they went to the side of the stage for the talk.
--
During the Talk, the sitting arrangement is, Daiki, Takaki, Chinen, Yuto then Yamada.
“Saa, our theme for today is ‘forever’, right?” Daiki started the talk and out of the script, he asked, “To Yama-chan, can you give us one thing that you want to do forever?” Yamada blushed with Daiki’s question and the latter find it really cute.
“I-“ Yamada started. Slowly, he interlaced his hands on Yuto again and the audience flailed non-stop. “I… I want to be with Yuto-kun forever.” He then bowed his head down to hide his reddened face. Yuto whose face as red as Yamada nuzzled his face against Yamada’s hair and kissed it lightly.
Like a fan girl, Daiki squealed together with the audience since he’s a major YamaJima shipper. The talk ended with Daiki teasing the two and until the talk ended, Chinen just kept quiet.
As Daiki ended the talk and introduced the next performer, Daiki said, “IwanttobewithYuyanforevertoo” so fast that others can’t catch up but the others can especially his band mates, those fans who got what Daiki said, squealed. Takaki just palmed his face but not because of his boyfriends silliness but because he want to hid the blush creeping on his cheeks. Daiki on the other hand Daiki introduced the next performer with a super red face when Takaki kissed his cheeks.
As Yuto and Yamada exited the stage, Yuto didn’t let go of Yamada’s hands. Even when they went to their dressing room and they didn’t even bother to change clothes. They just grabbed their things and went directly to Yuto’s house.
But before they can go out of the hall, someone chuckled hiding in the darkness, “Finally. I got a hard time fixing them. The plan went perfect as expected.” He was looking at the love birds walking silently and someone replied, “Of course, it’s you who planned it all, right, Johnny-san?”
“And you, as their manager did it well to make them perform.”
--
Yuto’s house is currently empty. It’s still afternoon but Raiya is not in the house since he already packed his things early in the morning and stayed at his friend’s for the whole day and will be back the next day. Yuto’s parents visited Yuto’s grandparents in his father side in Aomori and will be back after 3 days.
As Yuto and Yamada arrived at Yuto’s house, they immediately engaged in a fiery kiss. Since it’ll be too much hassle to go at Yuto’s room in the 2nd floor, they went instead at Yuto’s activity room in the 1st floor still lip locking. Luckily, the large futon Yuto used the night before still laid in the floor.
Clothes were thrown here and there as they laid in the futon. Soft moans and groans filled the room with additional, “I love you” and calling each others name. Hands roamed in each other’s bodies as they made a contact with each other that sends shivers to their spine.
Yuto who was on top Yamada trailed kisses from Yamada’s lips, down to his neck, to his chest then went back again to Yamada’s lips. Yamada gasped as a 1st finger entered him then was added by another finger and another one. Yuto distract Yamada from the pain by kissing him. When Yuto pulled away a little, he heard Yamada cried in pleasure as he knew he hit a certain spot. He pulled his fingers out and asked Yamada, “Will you be okay?”
Yamada nodded and replied, “Just be gentle, please.” It’s their first time, even though they’ve been in a relationship for 3 years before. Yuto kissed Yamada again as he entered him. He deepened the kiss when Yamada stiffened as he was going deeper and deeper. Yuto doesn’t care if Yamada will accidentally bit his tongue. Even though it hurts, the pain Yamada is currently feeling is more painful.
He started to move when Yamada is already used with the intrusion. Not that too long, Yamada cried in pleasure and Yuto angled himself to that certain spot. Not long after, they reached the peak of pleasure and heavy breaths can be heard and Yuto pulled out from Yamada and laid beside him. He wrapped his arms around the boys frame and the other snuggled closer.
--
Yuto was startled when he heard faint sobs coming from Yamada. He pulled away a little and cupped Yamada’s cheeks. “What’s wrong?” he asked.
“I’m sorry…” Yamada said between the sobs.
“It’s okay…” Yuto said as he wiped Yamada’s tears away.
“But I hurt you too much. I-“ Yamada didn’t got the chance to continue as Yuto silenced him with a kiss.
“I told you, didn’t I? It’s okay, really. What matters now is that you’re back, Ryo-chan.” Yamada cried harder as he hugged Yuto. Yuto calling him, “Ryo-chan” is really perfect.
“I love you…” Yamada pecked on Yuto’s lips and snuggled closer.
“I love you too…” Yuto replied as he kissed Yamada’s hair.
“I love you…” Yamada said again.
“I know, and I love you too…”
"I really love you, Yuto…” Yamada wrapped his arms around Yuto.
“hai, hai.”
“I love you.”
“I know. So-“
“I love you,”
“Seriously Ryo-chan-“
“I LOVE YUTO!!!!!!” Yamada shouted and Yuto can’t help himself but laughed.
“I LOVE RYO-CHAN!!!!!” he shouted back as he laid on top of Yamada and gave him a gentle and sweet kiss, until it became passionate and until they got into another make out session.
--
Yamada made a wrong decision in the past. He chose fame over love and regretted it at the end. But now Yamada chose love. Because he knows Yuto will still be there even if his fame will drop because Yuto love him as himself. His life before revolves around his fame. But now his life revolves around the person called, “Nakajima Yuto.”
OMAKE:
Back to Shounen Club after the pre-recording:
“Dai-chan, did you noticed?” Takaki asked his boyfriend as they are walking back to Jumishou.
“What?” the latter asked.
“Chii seems quiet after Yama-chan and Yuto sang.” Takaki pointed Chinen who was no entering the building.
“Don’t worry, I know the solution.” Then Daiki took his phone out.
--
Daiki and Takaki left Chinen alone in the dressing room since the latter said he’ll stay a bit longer. When Daiki and Takaki left, Chinen shouted, “Ah mou… I WANT TO BE WITH RYU-CHAN FOREVER TOO!!!!!!” He shouted but he knows no one will kiss him on the cheek or nuzzled on his hair like what Takaki and Yuto did to their boyfriend. He was mumbling and mumbling as he packed his things when arms wrapped around his petite frame that made him shriek.
“I-“ the person started and Chinen felt something hot creeping on his cheeks. “I want to be with Chii forever too.” He mumbled as he buried his face at the crook of Chinen’s neck as he planted soft kisses on it.
“Ryu-chan-“ Chinen turned around only to meet Ryutaro’s lips. He was surprised at first but ended up giving in to the kiss. Oh well, it’s much better than a kiss on the cheek.
--
Meanwhile, Daiki giggled outside the dressing room as he placed something on it that made Takaki grinned evily. Luckily, Yabu and the rest of the members are on day-off so they got no problems.
“Dai-chan, ikou!” Takaki said and Dai-chan happily bounced towards his lover and wrapped his hands on its waist from the side as they walked out of the building.
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Shintaro is searching for his brother when he knew he was here since Shori and Kaoru said they saw him entering the building. He went to JUMP’s dressing room only to find the sign, “BUSY! DO NOT DISTURB!” He thought maybe Kaoru and Shori mistook someone as his brother.
--
On the other hand…
“Raiya, I thought you’re only going to stay here for a night? What’s with this plenty of clothes?” Raiya’s friend asked him as Raiya took out his clothes from his bag.
“I’ll be back home after two nights or three. I don’t want to go home tomorrow morning finding something not suitable for me.” Raiya sighed.
“What?”
“Nothing…” he shrugged his friend’s question. “Ah! Let me borrow your books for Math, I’ll study in advance since I left my books at home.”
“Didn't you went back home earlier? You didn't got it? How about getting it tomorrow?”
“As I said, I don’t want to see something not suitable for me. I had enough noises earlier when I went back home.” And he continued in his thought, I don’t want to see my Nii-chan and Ryo-nii naked while getting my textbook in the activity room. Their noises are enough already.
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A/N: okay, the ending sucks, i know.. haha.. XDD
Raiya is a special guest... :3
this was inspired by the song, "Eien Ni" of course... i was going home last time when the song played on my phone-i was wearing an earphone-and i thought that time, "what if Yuto and Yamada will sing Eien Ni again?" and so, this story came up.. haha
also, it's my first time writing smut though i know it's not smutty enough.. even my fb friends told me it's short and they want it long... haha
i don't actually planned to post this.. but because YamaChii fics welcomed me, some are TakaYama and Ariyama but most are YamaChii, in the community tab, so, i think i just need to post this.. XD
maa, hope you enjoyed reading it... ^^
any comments are welcomed... <3