Im not a scapegoat(warning serious document)

[yusukedouble]

I was playing xbox when paisley said hi to me and started talking about john. I asked her if she could stop and maybe talk about something else cause i hear about john alot.I mean its awesome he wants to be a musician...I would but im not good with my hands and all....besides the point....hes a top guy all around but..in all honosty i talked about him with her for a good 3 hours yesterday looking a photos of him and his friends. They all seem realy cool. I just..diddnt wanna hear it about my ex's new b/f and all his greatness at the moment though. I say i wanna be a teacher..paisley shuts me down and i pointed this out since shes behind john and is music gig. She gets mad at me and says w/e. she says she leaves unessicary things behind and stuff like that i cant remember too much.anyways i said somethings and i brought sammy up about how she told me that she was just gonna forget about her and give up...that its impossible...she got mad at me and said it was my fault.that the only reason sammy doesnt like her was cause of me.that if it wasnt for me they would still be best of friends...

but i post this cause im not sure

is it seriously my fault? or am i being played as a scapegoat?