What a joke
So I asked her out finally, even though it was against my better judgement. A year, they say. One must wait a year, appox, before getting into a new relationship "with titles." I tried to fend off the inevitable, but my blindness and her tears both got the better of me. I put it best like this: I wanted to keep my other options open, yet it seemed that all other avenues had gigantic roadblocks placed directly in the center. So I took the plunge. And wouldn't you know it? Temptation pops up immediately, as if it was fucking WAITING for me to do so. *shakes fist at world* Oooo! You dirty rat!
But on the plus side, I DO enjoy her company, and am going to try my best to remain faithful. Though that will be the biggest challenge yet. I don't think I've ever remained faithful. The only girl who I was exclusive to was Sam, and I wasn't even dating her. Man this shit is fucked up.
Call me arrogant, but I like to fancy myself an emotional problem solver. At least until I become the catalyst of the ultimate problem.
But enough of this self-pity! I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!
~J
But on the plus side, I DO enjoy her company, and am going to try my best to remain faithful. Though that will be the biggest challenge yet. I don't think I've ever remained faithful. The only girl who I was exclusive to was Sam, and I wasn't even dating her. Man this shit is fucked up.
Call me arrogant, but I like to fancy myself an emotional problem solver. At least until I become the catalyst of the ultimate problem.
But enough of this self-pity! I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!
~J