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it's been a long time, i shouldn'ta left you.... without a dope beat to step to
oh i dont know what beat i'm stepping to today, just as things get clearer they get even more messy. ladies and gents, i'll be adding a whole extra year to college. it seems like an eternity. but that leaves 2.5 years... the same amount of time i've already spent in school. crazy, i know... but looking through that degree plan and thinking about other future plans makes those 2.5 years a million lightyears away. it scares me. just plain scares me.
so here i am thnking too much, when what i really should be doing is putting it all in the hands of God. i just gotta get through the days, make the grades, do whatever it takes to please Him. i should never go wrong with a plan like that. but it's still just scary. you know how everything is written for you? that's a scary thing to know when it comes to making decisions. if you make the wrong decision it's alreayd been written anyway, so it is WRONG? or is it there to help you see things more clearly?
oh so many things going through my mind.... i just want to KNOW. that's all
oh i dont know what beat i'm stepping to today, just as things get clearer they get even more messy. ladies and gents, i'll be adding a whole extra year to college. it seems like an eternity. but that leaves 2.5 years... the same amount of time i've already spent in school. crazy, i know... but looking through that degree plan and thinking about other future plans makes those 2.5 years a million lightyears away. it scares me. just plain scares me.
so here i am thnking too much, when what i really should be doing is putting it all in the hands of God. i just gotta get through the days, make the grades, do whatever it takes to please Him. i should never go wrong with a plan like that. but it's still just scary. you know how everything is written for you? that's a scary thing to know when it comes to making decisions. if you make the wrong decision it's alreayd been written anyway, so it is WRONG? or is it there to help you see things more clearly?
oh so many things going through my mind.... i just want to KNOW. that's all