wow
So I had court today..and now they're trying to tell me that I might need to go to a group home or a foster home because i dont fit the theraputic requirments for treatment at my facility...its so fucking stupid if you ask me!! Im about to be 18 in 4 months, they dont need to be moving me around. They said that its because I havent relapsed (used drugs) yet...what makes them think I won't do it out on my own or in a place that doesnt offer me support!? I dont want to relapse but if I do it then it won't be while I'm in placement, it will be while I'm on my own. I hope they keep me here until July!!! I feel like I still need more support if I'm going to remain sober after I get my own apartment!!..before I leave I have to have $2,000 saved up and an apartment on hold, how am I going to do that if they put me in foster care?? are they just gonna kick me out on the streets after I'm 18 if i do that? I can't afford to get myself into anymore trouble..I'm worried that I'm not yet stable enough to leave and if I leave now than I also loose the opportunity to save my money in a controlled environment...do you know what i mean??