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Man...
It's pretty quiet here.
When was the last time I actually posted something here? And had a conversation with someone on that post? It's been such a long time ago...
I've lost touch with like 99% of everyone I ever knew here on LJ. And the other 1% I don't even really talk to anymore. Just reblog some funny post or whatever from each other on tumblr and that's it.
Tumblr has been getting on my nerves recently so even my minuscule amount of interaction with people is now practically gone. I don't go out to look for people to talk to because the people I find are aggravating and annoying or too caught up in social issues or self-assigning some identity with fictional characters as if they themselves were that character and everything that character went through they did as well. And then there are just the typical assholes in fandom that rub me the wrong way.
I have maybe one or two people from work I could call friends, but they aren't the kind of people I'd talk about video games to. One guy almost was that kind of person but he became such an asshole about what is or isn't real music, and his views on video games are the kind that are prevalent in the industry in regards to pretty much every important issue.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore.
I used to have a goal, and I used to work toward something. Now I'm just going by each day, making sure I clock in as many hours I can for my paycheck so that I don't have to worry about my garnishments taking money out to the point where I can't keep up with my bills and expenses. And at the end of every day, I come home from the bus ride, take a quick (or not so quick) nap, make dinner and then play Minecraft. I used to stream myself playing some of my games on Twitch, but I haven't lately because I've pretty much found that if I don't interact with whoever enters my channel's chat, no one sticks around. I guess that's to be expected.
...
I doubt anyone will read this. But at least I could let it out somewhere I feel is a better place for this kind of shit.
It's pretty quiet here.
When was the last time I actually posted something here? And had a conversation with someone on that post? It's been such a long time ago...
I've lost touch with like 99% of everyone I ever knew here on LJ. And the other 1% I don't even really talk to anymore. Just reblog some funny post or whatever from each other on tumblr and that's it.
Tumblr has been getting on my nerves recently so even my minuscule amount of interaction with people is now practically gone. I don't go out to look for people to talk to because the people I find are aggravating and annoying or too caught up in social issues or self-assigning some identity with fictional characters as if they themselves were that character and everything that character went through they did as well. And then there are just the typical assholes in fandom that rub me the wrong way.
I have maybe one or two people from work I could call friends, but they aren't the kind of people I'd talk about video games to. One guy almost was that kind of person but he became such an asshole about what is or isn't real music, and his views on video games are the kind that are prevalent in the industry in regards to pretty much every important issue.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore.
I used to have a goal, and I used to work toward something. Now I'm just going by each day, making sure I clock in as many hours I can for my paycheck so that I don't have to worry about my garnishments taking money out to the point where I can't keep up with my bills and expenses. And at the end of every day, I come home from the bus ride, take a quick (or not so quick) nap, make dinner and then play Minecraft. I used to stream myself playing some of my games on Twitch, but I haven't lately because I've pretty much found that if I don't interact with whoever enters my channel's chat, no one sticks around. I guess that's to be expected.
...
I doubt anyone will read this. But at least I could let it out somewhere I feel is a better place for this kind of shit.