CHANGE
CHANGE maybe is the hardest thing for me. And why? I don't know either. ^^. Maybe I have this "CHANGE- O - PHOBIA" or something. I am scared of changing my school coz i think that i can't get with people around that environment. I can't change the style of my hair coz I think that maybe my look will get even worse than my present appearance. I fear the change of friends coz i think that i can have bad influences or something. But then, just now, I think that change can be fun! SUPER FUN!
Yesterday (june 17, 2008)
Yesterday, the first time i wore a tube dress (they forced me but in he end, it's cool). I usually wear those baggy clothes and stuffs coz i think it's comfy. But then, wearing a tube dress is not that bad after all. Besides, I even discovered some of my personality. Yesterday was the first time I felt like I expressed myself. ^^. Baggy clothes aren't for me, cute blouses ARE. XD . I also styled my hair yesterday with a bit messy look and I LOVED IT! I tried to mess up a little but it is way cooler than i expected it to be. "A bit messy can be BEAUTIFUL". I also learned yesterday how to handle conversations and stuffs, I learned to talk to other people (such as salesladies and counter people) without any fear to stutter while speaking english. Everyone can be wrong sometimes. And I also realized that I don't care about what they think, it's not their life though. Their comments can be useful but it's up to you when you are gonna listen to it or not. ^^. It's your life.
So for everyone, don't be scared to change. It's a part of our life. You'll never know what lies ahead of you. And maybe that "itsy bitsy" change can be a big part of your life. ^^