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Well my interview today got cancelled. It just keeps getting better. (laughing maddly) I'm sleeping again. Thanks to a few seditives I'm bought from my sister. I don't want to take pills but then again I don't want to be crazy. My precious has restarted school. She still hangs with a boy and refuses to be part of the gals gang. I'm party sad and partly proud of that. I spoke with L on the phone for the better part of a day a whole 5 hours. He updated me on his life. He's thinking of opening another store in Vegas. The lady he dated for awhile was crazy. heheheeh and he wants me!?haahahahhahahaha another mad laugh. I told him I still wasn't dating. Just to set things straight before he embarrassed himself again. I have to say that I do miss sex, the smell of a sweaty man. (sigh)but not enough to be fool. I have nothing to offer. He laughed at me, and told me not to be so blind. He said that I had more to offer than I realized. I laughed at him some more and I said that I ment material things. I feel so old lately, like a rubber band that's gotten stiff.
I went to the lake with my friend and his brother. He hung mostly with his brother and I with my sister and my precious. We were rough housing and he accused me of dunking him into my chest. Never happened my sister saw it and said no way. We were pushing eachother on off of a giant float, until he decided to push me off the metal stairs. I scratched him tring to grap on to catch myself I'm not really sorry cause the ladder cut my foot and sprang my ankle. I knew before I hit the water that it wasn't going to be pretty. I headed for the shore with my two arms and one foot doesn't really matter, I'm not a very fast swimmer but I have a lot of endurance. I like to be alone when I'm hurt I hate people fussing and stupid questions like "are you all right?" plus I really didn't want to make him feel to bad. I knew it was bleeding and it probobally looked worse than it felt. Well they followed me anyways witch was awful. I was doing my best to be polite and not tell them to just get the F** away from me. I usually just go away get a handle on it and come back and I'm fine but they wouldn't leave me alone. It kind of ended the lake trip. At the car my sister and I were thinking of going to the movies later and we invited them, my friend was all wishy washy like always, I wanted to tell him to forget it that it wasn't the point the point is going places with your friends and having a good time. I didn't though because it might of just been my foot making me pissy. He did show at the movie even though it wasn't one that he wanted to see all that bad, so I guess he sort of knows the point allready. We went to Dennys afterword and that was fun by then I had a few Ibuprofen and some vicoden I was limping and it was bleeping a little but it didn't matter to me any. My sister said that the ugly host was flirting with me. I just thought he was doing his job. The waitress was nuts which is ok they are allowed.
I went to the game and it was really lame, we have a return player who is going to be there again every weeked. He's a smart ass but not as stupid as T. This guy at least has ideas even if they aren't very smart. I'm retiering my theif seeing how we are never going up against altec wich is the reason I've kept it so long. I want to create a fighter/thief like go-go in Kill Bill. Same weapon and everything. Either that or if I find the book with the Assimar's in it I want to that race as a paladin.
I miss traveling the most out of anything. That's what sucks about being poor, is not being able to go where ever I want.
I went to the lake with my friend and his brother. He hung mostly with his brother and I with my sister and my precious. We were rough housing and he accused me of dunking him into my chest. Never happened my sister saw it and said no way. We were pushing eachother on off of a giant float, until he decided to push me off the metal stairs. I scratched him tring to grap on to catch myself I'm not really sorry cause the ladder cut my foot and sprang my ankle. I knew before I hit the water that it wasn't going to be pretty. I headed for the shore with my two arms and one foot doesn't really matter, I'm not a very fast swimmer but I have a lot of endurance. I like to be alone when I'm hurt I hate people fussing and stupid questions like "are you all right?" plus I really didn't want to make him feel to bad. I knew it was bleeding and it probobally looked worse than it felt. Well they followed me anyways witch was awful. I was doing my best to be polite and not tell them to just get the F** away from me. I usually just go away get a handle on it and come back and I'm fine but they wouldn't leave me alone. It kind of ended the lake trip. At the car my sister and I were thinking of going to the movies later and we invited them, my friend was all wishy washy like always, I wanted to tell him to forget it that it wasn't the point the point is going places with your friends and having a good time. I didn't though because it might of just been my foot making me pissy. He did show at the movie even though it wasn't one that he wanted to see all that bad, so I guess he sort of knows the point allready. We went to Dennys afterword and that was fun by then I had a few Ibuprofen and some vicoden I was limping and it was bleeping a little but it didn't matter to me any. My sister said that the ugly host was flirting with me. I just thought he was doing his job. The waitress was nuts which is ok they are allowed.
I went to the game and it was really lame, we have a return player who is going to be there again every weeked. He's a smart ass but not as stupid as T. This guy at least has ideas even if they aren't very smart. I'm retiering my theif seeing how we are never going up against altec wich is the reason I've kept it so long. I want to create a fighter/thief like go-go in Kill Bill. Same weapon and everything. Either that or if I find the book with the Assimar's in it I want to that race as a paladin.
I miss traveling the most out of anything. That's what sucks about being poor, is not being able to go where ever I want.