Tell me please... is this being condescending... or is it just me??? >_>
Ok sorry this is long, but......ahhhhhhh I am so annoyed right now! Who is he? Like, a god? So high and mighty that he can lecture me on how I "should" feel? I am not sad now or in pain... I'm just royally pissed off! It's actually quite therapeutic.
[12:00] Marco: You are still sick ?
[12:01] Danniya: Yes. I went to the hospital on Wednesday, then yesterday I was very bad, but today I don't feel so bad, but I can't talk properly yet.
[12:02] Danniya: I don't have a temperature though, so I'm not too worried
[12:02] Marco: i hope is not my fault
[12:03] Danniya: You didn't make the weather cold here
[12:04] Marco: yes i know
[12:06] Danniya: I probably should have bought warmer clothes earlier, and maybe ate more, drank more water, and slept more, but the weather got cold really fast, so I got sick fast.
[12:06] Danniya: I'll get better quickly too.
[12:07] Danniya: ...well if chinese medicine works. So far, it just tastes disgusting
[12:10] Marco: yes you should
[12:12] Marco: I know that your lost and feel alone
[12:12] Marco: But you have a lot of friend
[12:12] Marco: don t forget about it
[12:13] Marco: all your friend around you will help you
[12:13] Marco: I can feel it
[12:14] Danniya: I don't feel alone.
[12:14] Marco: I also know that you still have some feeling for me
[12:14] Marco: But you should not really
[12:14] Marco: I am sure that you will found someone
[12:15] Marco: because you have a lot of experience and with the time someone will come with you
[12:18] Marco: I am sure you have a pain
[12:18] Danniya: You are sure?
[12:18] Marco: yes
[12:18] Marco: But i can tell you something
[12:18] Marco: Open your Eyes and live
[12:20] Danniya: I can tell you something. I already went through all the pain before this, so I was just confused for a bit. I am living, and I've made some very good friends here. So far I've had a good time here, and the only bad parts was missing home.
[12:23] Marco: i am not so sure about it
[12:23] Danniya: So sure about me not feeling pain?
[12:24] Marco: yes
[12:24] Danniya: Do you want me to feel pain?
[12:24] Marco: no
[12:24] Marco: What i want
[12:24] Marco: is
[12:24] Marco: live
[12:25] Marco: you know many things
[12:25] Marco: You should continue and go straith
[12:25] Danniya: I don't feel pain. I know a lot yes. Most importantly, I know myself
[12:26] Marco: Good
[12:26] Marco: But you really should be happy
[12:26] Danniya: Yeah I think I should be too.
Hahaha! I think this is priceless! Maybe I'm not over him fully but it was only 4 days ago! Some people can't shut their emotions on and off like a robot. He has such a fucking superiority complex, I can't believe I overlooked it in the past! I guess you just accept things in people that you want to be with. By trying to be nice and "supportive" he just ended up coming across (to me at least) as a bit of a dick.
Maybe a lot of this is defensiveness on both our parts, but he treats everyone around him like they are simpleton children and only he knows the "right" way to live or feel, or not feel in this case.
Fuck sake! I don't usually curse but GOD!!!!! >_< GRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! He is just FAKING at life! He can pretend all he wants but it's going to come along and bite him in the butt someday.
Well I wash my hands of this. I will make him regret it forever by letting it go very easily and having the greatest time of my life. He will never find a girl like me again. I am going to be successful and happy, and I will easily find love again, since I am not such an emotionally stunted individual.
[Post-note: That last bit was harsh. I just want him to wake up to himself and stop living his life in the shadow of past mistakes, and hurt. He is a good person, but I am glad I can deal with things in the normal way, with emotions. That way I can move on completely. I hope he learns to do this in his own way. I really do.]
[12:00] Marco: You are still sick ?
[12:01] Danniya: Yes. I went to the hospital on Wednesday, then yesterday I was very bad, but today I don't feel so bad, but I can't talk properly yet.
[12:02] Danniya: I don't have a temperature though, so I'm not too worried
[12:02] Marco: i hope is not my fault
[12:03] Danniya: You didn't make the weather cold here
[12:04] Marco: yes i know
[12:06] Danniya: I probably should have bought warmer clothes earlier, and maybe ate more, drank more water, and slept more, but the weather got cold really fast, so I got sick fast.
[12:06] Danniya: I'll get better quickly too.
[12:07] Danniya: ...well if chinese medicine works. So far, it just tastes disgusting
[12:10] Marco: yes you should
[12:12] Marco: I know that your lost and feel alone
[12:12] Marco: But you have a lot of friend
[12:12] Marco: don t forget about it
[12:13] Marco: all your friend around you will help you
[12:13] Marco: I can feel it
[12:14] Danniya: I don't feel alone.
[12:14] Marco: I also know that you still have some feeling for me
[12:14] Marco: But you should not really
[12:14] Marco: I am sure that you will found someone
[12:15] Marco: because you have a lot of experience and with the time someone will come with you
[12:18] Marco: I am sure you have a pain
[12:18] Danniya: You are sure?
[12:18] Marco: yes
[12:18] Marco: But i can tell you something
[12:18] Marco: Open your Eyes and live
[12:20] Danniya: I can tell you something. I already went through all the pain before this, so I was just confused for a bit. I am living, and I've made some very good friends here. So far I've had a good time here, and the only bad parts was missing home.
[12:23] Marco: i am not so sure about it
[12:23] Danniya: So sure about me not feeling pain?
[12:24] Marco: yes
[12:24] Danniya: Do you want me to feel pain?
[12:24] Marco: no
[12:24] Marco: What i want
[12:24] Marco: is
[12:24] Marco: live
[12:25] Marco: you know many things
[12:25] Marco: You should continue and go straith
[12:25] Danniya: I don't feel pain. I know a lot yes. Most importantly, I know myself
[12:26] Marco: Good
[12:26] Marco: But you really should be happy
[12:26] Danniya: Yeah I think I should be too.
Hahaha! I think this is priceless! Maybe I'm not over him fully but it was only 4 days ago! Some people can't shut their emotions on and off like a robot. He has such a fucking superiority complex, I can't believe I overlooked it in the past! I guess you just accept things in people that you want to be with. By trying to be nice and "supportive" he just ended up coming across (to me at least) as a bit of a dick.
Maybe a lot of this is defensiveness on both our parts, but he treats everyone around him like they are simpleton children and only he knows the "right" way to live or feel, or not feel in this case.
Fuck sake! I don't usually curse but GOD!!!!! >_< GRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! He is just FAKING at life! He can pretend all he wants but it's going to come along and bite him in the butt someday.
Well I wash my hands of this. I will make him regret it forever by letting it go very easily and having the greatest time of my life. He will never find a girl like me again. I am going to be successful and happy, and I will easily find love again, since I am not such an emotionally stunted individual.
[Post-note: That last bit was harsh. I just want him to wake up to himself and stop living his life in the shadow of past mistakes, and hurt. He is a good person, but I am glad I can deal with things in the normal way, with emotions. That way I can move on completely. I hope he learns to do this in his own way. I really do.]