about Jokers and cosmetics.
what's been strangely on my mind lately is DBSK. I'm not their fan, I don't support HoMin or JYJ and I'm seriously disappointed with Cassiopeias who argue all the time not about the one's who simply support DBSK as whole or just JYJ or HoMin but those who support one and bash the others. I watched some shows and am thinking about listening to their albums. but the problem is I find Jaejoong's voice at least funny xD
and here comes the thing I've been wondering about lately - why did they split if they seemed so happy together? and why only 3 members left if the contract was so unfair and SM was so bad? why did HoMin stay? and, the thing even I, who knows next to nothing about them, noticed - why Jaejoong seems to be so down these times? I think it's my friends bad influence I've been thinking about all these xD but the thing is, even if I'm not DBSK fan all this going aroung about them just CAN'T be overlooked if ur addicted to k-pop as much as I am.
so, at first I was like "it must be similar to Hangeng's case if they're talking about slave contracts". but then again, why did Yunho and Changmin stay? were their contracts different? even so, five of them were friends, if it were me I would leave along with my friends. so, something's fishy, at least to me.
and as I was wondering about all this stuff a blog that thier_sess wrote about in her lj entry came in handy. I read everything today and I'm mindfucked, seriously. it may happen that my thoughts and conclusions change as I rethink everything I've read about today or as the author posts more infromation about the issue, but as for now this is what I think about it.
damn, I'm such a fail. if anyone's interested, and You should be if You're interested in DBSK in any way, and haven't seen it yet - here's the link:
http://truetvxq.blogspot.com/
so.
first thing that hits me strongly is Junsu's father and his attitude. he seems so obsessed with getting the money it scares me. to me it seems he somehow managed to convince Jaejoong's and Yuchoon's parents to participate in this ridiculous idea. also, he must have made a great impact, if Yunho's and Changmin's father, and also the managers couldn't put some reasoning into their minds. also, he must have had some influence on the boys.
but then again, should I put all the blame only on this man?
the most iritating thing is that Yunho and Changmin could think reasonably and see that this cosmetic bussiness is shady and that they shouldn't get involved, so how come the others couldn't? why didn't they consult this with their company? I don't mean it as if SM had some real power to stop them or completely rule their lives but shouldn't they seek some advice from someone who's relaible? not simply believing in everything some never-heard-of-company states? that's just ridiculous in my eyes.
the thing that frustrates me is why the hell didn't they try to finish the case just between them and SM without the lawsuit. bc imo they put themselves in a hopeless position. they destroyed everything they achieved, and by the way it wasn't easy to achieve it at all.
so, once again, why?
for the money?
even as I'm not their fan I don't want this to be true. I know they're only people and so they make mistakes, but this would be a bit too much for me, just too big mistake for me to stand. and even worse as they don't seem to accept it, that it was their fault.
right now I'm in state of putting most of the blame on JYJ side. I've read the contract and it really wasn't a slave contract in my opinion, it was quite okay, just an average, normal contract.
even the 13years long contract doesn't look so evil any more as it was explained that it was constructed this way so DBSK could succeed overseas, especially in Japan.
also, what surprises and pissess me off are all those lies and misunderstandings that overseas fans are fed with. it's all just partial information that make SM look bad and JYJ more holy that Siwon himself. srsly, wtf? why are people confusing other fans? it's really frustrating to discover it's not even half of the information Korean fans (and Korean speaking people) can get.
At some point it made me wondering how much about Hangeng's situation I do not know? I just really hope and want to believe I know enought to see the truth in this. and that supportingGeng is good thing to do even if he annoys me from time to time xD
one last thing.
WTF with those ingeredients the cosmetics were (are?) made of? killing a three months pregnant lamb to make cosmetics? and u guyz gave ur name to promote and sell that? srsly? r u fckn kidding me? it's disgusting. who even let this company to use such awful ingeredients? I'm at loss with my words when I think about it, I guess I'd end up cursing in no time so I'll just stop right here.
probably more will come as I read more information. but that's about it for now. I guess.
and now, onto the nice stuff.
other thing that was consuming my time lately are diz guyz
especially him
I'm becoming, like, obsessed? wtf srsly. and to come to think that he pissed me in the begining. I just couldn't stand him. and now I'm like, Yong JunHyung EVERYWHRE o.o and his part in Oasis makes me melt into an incoherent jelly, so, yes, I'm his stan, I guess.
wtf, Oasis just started playing as I wrote this
see? that's just weird xP
anywayz.
the thing is, I don't know why am I so attracted to this guy. but I am, and like really really very very very hard attracted. and it annoys me I can't even say what's so amazing about him. if u ask me why I love Jiyong or Heechul so much I can write an essay about it. but in this case I'm like a 13year old stan who likes JunHyung for being JunHyung, not much more to add.
one thing I can say for sure is that I totally love, approve and ship JunSeob. it's ubersweet when he's all over Yoseob <3
and how he's obsessed with coke. omg I love it when he's deliberating about which cola to drink - regular or cherry xD
and how he has almost nothing in common with this ridiculous bad boy image reminding me of certain someone in this actually xD guess who xD
and, laik, just look at him, them <3
so, yes, I'm officially obsessed, and I don't even know why. yay me.
damn, this post is in proces of becoming a monster o.o