these secret tears still flow
yesterday was just a bad day i havent been to a meeting in like 3 weeks and i'm started to get really pissed off about everything then ontop of that Alisha and Andy come over to clean the house and they started on my room and i was helping andy while alisha was with montana and i found a picture of me and randy and its not like i wasnt over him before he died but we were supposed to help each other stay clean and him dyin over this shit scares me because it could happen to me oh yeah and not to mention im probably not even gonna see darin until like forever and that really sucks but instead of letting my real feelings show i just bitch about everything but thats it for now.