long time no update
Well. basically let me just put it like this.
My life sucks no joke, not asking for pity, telling you how it is. i have been broken to my bottom core, for a reason, so that my therapist can modify my behavior. and let me tell you, i have never realized how many feelings and flaws one person can bring out, to "help" you. let me tell you, this is not helping me. at all. i am honestly.. helpless.
i will most likely be saying adios to my friends in royal oak, i plan on moving up north soon because i need to get away from here. its okay that i dont have any friends up there, ill make some, right? and hey, i can even be a new person.. right? no, not saying i will lie about my past.. but who says i have to bring it up?
oh who am i kidding. im pmsing, im angry, im upset, im lonely. my friends seem to have lives that are too busy for me right now. which i understand, its okay. but when someone says they will call, or that they wanna hang out, and they dont? it just proves the point. im not mad, i get it, ive done it, youve done it, we've all done it.
and not to mention i havent hung out with anyone since wednesday. so that is almost exactly 7 days. lovely, right?
somebody entertain me before i go completely neuronic.
My life sucks no joke, not asking for pity, telling you how it is. i have been broken to my bottom core, for a reason, so that my therapist can modify my behavior. and let me tell you, i have never realized how many feelings and flaws one person can bring out, to "help" you. let me tell you, this is not helping me. at all. i am honestly.. helpless.
i will most likely be saying adios to my friends in royal oak, i plan on moving up north soon because i need to get away from here. its okay that i dont have any friends up there, ill make some, right? and hey, i can even be a new person.. right? no, not saying i will lie about my past.. but who says i have to bring it up?
oh who am i kidding. im pmsing, im angry, im upset, im lonely. my friends seem to have lives that are too busy for me right now. which i understand, its okay. but when someone says they will call, or that they wanna hang out, and they dont? it just proves the point. im not mad, i get it, ive done it, youve done it, we've all done it.
and not to mention i havent hung out with anyone since wednesday. so that is almost exactly 7 days. lovely, right?
somebody entertain me before i go completely neuronic.