i feel like shit
i wish last night would have never happened. and we would still be together.. that way i wouldnt have to deal with this.
he wouldnt have pushed me
we wouldnt have kicked him out
he wouldnt get stopped on the walk home
and he wouldnt be in jail right now.
today is one of the worst days of my life. at about 5 this morning i lost my boyfriend.. my dignity.. and my heart. everything i had with him is now completely gone. i know ill be fine someday.. but i still feel like the biggest asshole.. even though i shouldnt. i just wish he wouldnt have had that shit in his pocket.. he lied and he covered it up. that motherfucker. UGH
he wouldnt have pushed me
we wouldnt have kicked him out
he wouldnt get stopped on the walk home
and he wouldnt be in jail right now.
today is one of the worst days of my life. at about 5 this morning i lost my boyfriend.. my dignity.. and my heart. everything i had with him is now completely gone. i know ill be fine someday.. but i still feel like the biggest asshole.. even though i shouldnt. i just wish he wouldnt have had that shit in his pocket.. he lied and he covered it up. that motherfucker. UGH