Sep 05, 2005 22:56
oh boy. it just hit me. SO hard. i now know the difference between wanting to have a baby, and wanting to be a mother, and honestly, i dont fall in the category of the latter, but theres not much i can do, just wait for it to become so real i have to learn. lol
there must have been something in the water when we were younger.. i dont know one girl i grew up with that hasnt either been pregnant or had a kid. DONT DRINK THE WATER LITTLE GIRLS! BOTTLED WATER SAVES!
yeah. i just wanna go to blaines but hes being such a woman and doing the dishes. my chotch hurts.
Meghan- yes, its a mutual miss-feeling. i have never had a friend like you.. and honestly, no one really compares. ive tried, but all the girls that come close now.. i just... dont like. lol like, im picky with my best friends, becuz well, they arent you. maybe that sounds gross.. but its true. and i read all about tina and sue and its like... wtf happened.. we all used to be good friends.. well, before that car shit, but that was like... 10 years ago! lol i dont know. things just arent the way they used to be. BLAH. im gettin teary. i do miss you. more than you will ever know.
man. i wish i could eat.