Jun 30, 2007 12:56
I feel as if i should have accomplished some important things up to this point. Just not happening. I know this is like the last summer that I'm going to see alot of people all the time and I know I should be making the most of it, just I dont know. I hate feeling like I'm on some stupid rollercoaster because some days I'm wicked happy and then like whoosh instant low feeling. I should be doing so much more this summer but I just don't have the motivation for it. And I keep thinking its going to be so much better in college but I guess it really won't. I need to get the motivation to get out more or something. I think I'm thinking too much.