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hey waddap?! its monday.. and i just finished some HW.. uhh.. humanitas is so tir'n! man i am lov'n keep on keep'n on by JoJo.. its such a sad/cute lil song.. but anyways.. today was coo.. why it started rain'n in the morn'n wen i walked right outta my house.. and yano i never wear jackets and my hair was wet cuz i wash it ery morn'n.. oh wow. but chea.. i got my school pix today.. they coo.. way better than i expected.. my school ID is so SHIT.. lmao. oh man. i gotta find somebody to scan the pix for me. dang it was super cold afterschool today.. i was like damn.. wat is this ol' boo boo ass weather. eerrr i wanted to go get my fit for homecomi'n but my mom was bei'n a butthead so i think im goin tomorrow. ahh homecom'n is com'n up fast. im excited.. erybody doi'n each other hair and shit lol. man why have i been feel'n so weird lately.. like i've been really.. mhm.. judgemental i guess u can say. like lil things will irritate the heck outta me.. i be a lil bitch sometimes. [sorry yall!] lol. pssst erybody got that bitch in them so dont front! lol.. but fuhreal.. iunno im glad i got my close/true friends.. mhm or do i?! lol naa but im kinda hav'n doubts in some of my friends.. why? i dont know.. i feel somethi'n weird goin' on.. damn i kno yall wonder'n who hunh? naa im just under a lot of stress right now.. things aint really goin' for me.. school is aiight.. its just like.. it seems as if my moms dont really care bout my school.. she only see the negative stuff. like dude for my 5 week i got 4 As, a slash.. which is an A or B, and a D. Yano 4 As is pretty good.. esp. wit them hard classes i got.. but its just like she sees past that and only focuses on the negative.. ugh.. i just want somebody to be happy for me cuz i feel happy for myself. Like my dad.. dude i used to get C's and this nigg would still be so happy and support me. Imagine if he seen the grades i got now.. pssst.. *sighs* and like this whole homecom'n thing has got me trippen.. like damn i dont have my fit.. my aunt might not be able to do my hair.. i just feel like not goin' sometimes. lets not get to DUDES.. man i dont kno.. ------- is mad @ me right now.. uhh wth.. so unnecessary! and -------- is just a weirdo.. errr but ima keep on keep'n on.. lol. its gon get better one day.. *half smiles* :\