Mar 09, 2005 15:10
wow
my
dad
is
fucking gayy
he basically disowend me as ive told a few of u already... he got pissed at me for my grades and i let him know that i dont give a fuck about school.
now, he told me that he doesnt want a son like me
and i got pissed and blew up in his face
so anyway he sed he doesnt want me in his house and that hes done with me and my shit
fuck him
ive got 1 parent left!!!
and shes so fucking cool ( my mom if ur a dumbass )
she lets me drink smoke do almost anything... accept not do great in school
FUCK! thats 1 of the things that i need to umm... do or drop out or somthing
well if i do drop out let me know a place that i can stay or go for a while... i was thinking about moving into my old house in gg but i cant pay bills i dont think so theyd like shut the water and electricity off
once again... FUCK im really on my way to being screwed i need help from anybody...
i can only turn to my 2 best friends now jack daniels and captin morgan...
yes i have started drinking almost every night and i know its bad not only for me but for my parents cuz its their licker...
smoking got boring cuz i need to smoke so much more now, what 7 or 8 hits did for me back then now i need like 7 or 8 bowles.
damn
within like a month i went from being the happiest kid alive to a potential bum or loser.
man, well i need a hug or somthing to get my mind off of this shit so ill put on some good music