taiyou no uta
Dear LJ,
firstly, i wanna say that today's post is seriously annoying,ridiculous and suck.today is just not my day.really really not my day...dakara i want to say sorry for this post bcoz i already knew it gonna be totally my babling(maybe break the record as my longest post)...i knew it bcoz i dont know with who i want to share my unlucky day.....
Dear LJ,
i such an useless fan bcoz dont know how to comfort my dearest kame....now he face his bad week in japan and yui here in malaysia dont do anything....i try to send email(even i'm still curious whether kame can get it or not) to him since last night.i want to say how big the impact that he give to me just from his dramas and songs.but what i can only write...dear kazuya,....thats all.i dont know where to start even i know my feeling never last.i want to write but my hand become numb.how bad i am...
to be truth(ne...Dear LJ,i trust u bcoz it is impossible kame will know what i write here),i start see kame in gokusen 2.he act with jin.i know he is a good actor.then i realize he also a good singer.dakara i knew kame as an actor first then a singer.so how come the anti-kame dare to say that kame is the main reason why mr brain rating drop...it's not his fault.there was a baseball game at that time.we know that japanese like baseball so they cant say like that.kame really a very good actor.he is the first actor that make me want to make his drama as a collection.i try to buy all his drama even as a student,it kind of impossible.
he is one of the reason why i still want to have tomorrow.he is one of the reason why i become brave to face my disease.everytime i had my bad day,i will say to myself "yui,kame start work when he still studying.he is so hardworking.if kame can sleep only 2-3 hours a day why you want to choose to be sad all your day.he try to make u happy so is this the way u pay for his effort.if kame can face his day,why dont you?".then my mood change.it not just kame but kattun also.
why i can say all this thing to you but become blank when try to do the email???
Dear LJ,
my lappy hate me...really really hate me.he hate me bcoz love kattun more.wei lappy, are u jealous with kattun???come on lappy,i know them bcoz of u.i addicted with white x'mas bcoz of u.so u want to blame me???hidoi...my lappy stuck today...all my folder in local disc (c) lost....ALL LOST.NOTHING LEFT BEHIND.lappy...i have a 30gb folder of all my jpop things on that hdd.mostly is kattun....and 'lucky on yui',i just make a back up of 5 gb of it....i lost my precious.i lost my 3 years work w/o stop to get all this thing just bcoz of u,lappy...congrate ne lappy.u are able to make my day become more bad.
Dear LJ,
i love no 1,2, and 3.but i love it when it become 3 to 2 to 1.so i will keep the best and make it be the last.the best can be my lucky or my unlucky....i said above that today is my bad day.there are 3 reasons.i already mention 2 of it above.here come the worst reason why today is my bad day...
Dear LJ,
today(3 years ago) i lost my best friend.the one and only best friend i have.the one that i trust the most.we share everything together.even ppl around us said bad thing bout us(since we are not the same genre...baka reason) but we manage to make our friendship become 15 years olds(dah form 3,our r/ship,ne?).u the 1st person i knew on my 1st day in school.we fight for the same chair bcoz both of us love blue...i cried w/o stop bcoz cant beat ur mark in math and english.u cried too but infront of our teacher just to give ur mark to me to make it become same mark(u got it even aunt slap ur face when she knew it)....i paid u back.!!!!! i reject the offer to be a katak too.if u can heard it again.remember we called PTS as katak xm?just bcoz kena lompat dr thn 3 trs ke thn 5.hehe...u reject so me too....we sing together on teacher days.we dedicate our 'precious but hampeh' voice to our enemy(yeah...pn mar bcoz she caught us ponteng perhimpunan just to tangkap belalang utk terkejutkan 'cik perasan cantik' kelas kita.wei u know,that minah come to see me just to warning stay away from her prince charming.uwek...since when u have darah diraja,huh?).hohoho.we make pn mar cried bcoz of our excellent lakonan.we are the ruler of school.even both are pengawas but we always langgar the law(pengawas yg jd pengganas kerana kena sumpah dgn mawas)...hehe law made by ppl bcoz they want human break it.remember our motto?i wonder how can pn mar bertahan dgn kita....thats our sekolah rendah sweet memory......we still have a lot of memory but not enough space lor...kesian kat my LJ....cukuplah jd kenangan abadi kita bersama....
haha sek men memory.....u got offer from mrsm but reject it bcoz i cant go too(my disease,right).u make ur mom angry again.berapa bakullah sepnjg hidup kita kena 'ayt manja' dr aunt????we still tulikan telinga.both of us have nakal genetic,ne?.u give ur gold medal to me bcoz u said i'm ur best supporter.haha.x sia2 jd pom pom girl sambilan kat tepi pdg.x msk bertanding pun dpt medal.peliknya....we made a promise to sekali setiap thn ponteng kelas.we did that excellently w/o kantoi.genius.huh????still remember,our malay teacher reaction when she knew that we got A's in that subject during pmr(we are buta bahasa.u with ur penulisan prob and i with pemahaman prob.but the worst is komsas).haha.x pasal2 cgu kena belanja laksa johor warung pak ali.kenyang gila....u reject ur sbp offer bcoz we thought my family still not willing to lepaskan anak manja dia nie.never knew the result is +ve.my family give permission to try mrsm.haha.semua student kena tinggal dua thn.yui dua bln.x sanggup lor.semuanya x best.xde sape nak kejutkan if tertidur dlm kelas.wei..u know what my alasan to my mom and dad?my heart have culture shock.everyday i got the attack...sorry,ne.....i think they know the real reason.i'm so happy when knew u still save the place beside u for me...haha i saw someone in front of the class jealous to me again.....why i love to tease that minah.it just her face too kawai....
then i got my matrik offer and u got that offer.u want to be a doctor bcoz want to cure my disease.i want to be a lawyer supaya sng nak bela ur impatient habit masa rawat ur patient...silly reason,ne?but my mom not allowed me to take law bcoz she said the book so heavy so she scare i cant angkat that.so x kshlah ambil account.then change lah the reason.i want to be an accountant bcoz want to uruskan ur account book(i wonder siapa sebnrnya yg boros)....for the first time,we have separate ways of life.u with ur offer and i have to go kmp.but seriously,my kmp friend same like u.i enjoy with them.but with u is better.
11.6.2006....i still blame myself bcoz not calling u the night before. ..how stupid i am?how come i cant realize the way the msg appear.i thought that msg was from u.serious.bcoz u said u change ur number so the 1st unknown number come,i thought it was from u.u never called me as yuni again after form 3.u the 1st person called me as yui bcoz of that secret.but i cant realize it when the msg keep write yuni not yui.i never thought that msg was from that minah(yeah our gedik minah).she want to kacau yui.she pretend she was u.i thought i give the 1st birthday msg to 'u'(tepat jam 12 am).and i said that i'm going to be the last person who said happy besday to u.i will called u on 11.50pm(bcoz ur surat beranak said ur birth time was 11.50pm).so i want be the first person give msg and the last person called u on ur day.selalunya turutannya terbalik.i knew it.call first then msg.but...i dont know..i just want to make different that year.so xkshlah if x tpn dulu coz kita dah msg mlmnya.
i got ur mom called on my way to have breakfast.i thought i want to have nasi lemak.aunt said u gone.gone forever.ur died time was 3am.that was the last time i watch my hp to know the time.3 am.i still remember that time.my nasi lemak become kayu.u always mad at me bcoz tidur mati during bio class but who know u the one who mati dalam tidur.i skip my whole class for that day.i stayed at library and read medic book bcoz that can make me remind of u(ur fav subject).i dont know anything what i read.i just thinking of u.i cant balik johor bcoz it is too far from kmp.so during cuti tgh sem,i the one whoo is soo excited nak balik bcoz i miss u so much
pelikkan kita.on ur besday,u will buy me present.then on my besday,i will buy for u too....on last letter,u said there are three things that make us different(1st=u love bio but for me it is biol. 2nd=u love manga but i hate it bcoz i never know how to read a manga.3rd=ur dream pet is a tortoise bcoz he can kalahkan arnab and u hate penguin but jealous pingu too cute.but for me,i hate tortoise bcoz for me,he is a pengecut binatang bcoz he will sembunyikan badan dia dalam shell dia masa waktu susah.mcm mana nak maju if xnak berdpn dgn cbrn.and i love penguin bcoz pingu too cute.)....u said gokusen manga is sugoi.so we already watched gokusen 1(bcoz idk bout the manga).then as my present,u bought me,the gokusen 2 drama.u said there is kame.u the one who teach me tortoise is kame.u said if i hate tortoise but maybe i can like kame bcoz u said this kame can berlakon.different from tortoise.i cried when i watched gokusen 2.everytime i saw that drama,it remind me of u.
Dear LJ,
when my best friend died,i felt i have no one.i mean beside my family.then he teach me sth.even until now, i still hate tortoise but i love kame.i lost my best friend but he give me my love....so today idk the main reason y it is my bad day.bcoz of he or kame.both i love.one is my bestfriend and one is my love.
Dear u,
i try become happy yui but failed. i still remember,we ended our last called with huge fight bcoz u said i'm too manja coz still cant biasakan diri dgn new environment.still want to depend to my family.so completelah memory kita.kita mulakan persahabatan kita dgn gdh rebutkan kerusi dan akhirinya dgn gaduh juga.i still cant forgive myself for my stupid.until now,i never msg with that minah again.pandai2 lah dia nak tahu keslhn dia.ne, u....do u think i have to 'forgive and forget' dgn that minah.yeah,,,,maybe.who know???if my op fail,then i never get the opportunity to see her again....then i can follow u....and left kame....
Dear LJ,
i want to end my babling today with a special dedication.a song from kaoru amane = 'taiyou no uta'.this song i dedicate to my dear LJ and my bestfriend....u
~end of word~
~yui~
firstly, i wanna say that today's post is seriously annoying,ridiculous and suck.today is just not my day.really really not my day...dakara i want to say sorry for this post bcoz i already knew it gonna be totally my babling(maybe break the record as my longest post)...i knew it bcoz i dont know with who i want to share my unlucky day.....
Dear LJ,
i such an useless fan bcoz dont know how to comfort my dearest kame....now he face his bad week in japan and yui here in malaysia dont do anything....i try to send email(even i'm still curious whether kame can get it or not) to him since last night.i want to say how big the impact that he give to me just from his dramas and songs.but what i can only write...dear kazuya,....thats all.i dont know where to start even i know my feeling never last.i want to write but my hand become numb.how bad i am...
to be truth(ne...Dear LJ,i trust u bcoz it is impossible kame will know what i write here),i start see kame in gokusen 2.he act with jin.i know he is a good actor.then i realize he also a good singer.dakara i knew kame as an actor first then a singer.so how come the anti-kame dare to say that kame is the main reason why mr brain rating drop...it's not his fault.there was a baseball game at that time.we know that japanese like baseball so they cant say like that.kame really a very good actor.he is the first actor that make me want to make his drama as a collection.i try to buy all his drama even as a student,it kind of impossible.
he is one of the reason why i still want to have tomorrow.he is one of the reason why i become brave to face my disease.everytime i had my bad day,i will say to myself "yui,kame start work when he still studying.he is so hardworking.if kame can sleep only 2-3 hours a day why you want to choose to be sad all your day.he try to make u happy so is this the way u pay for his effort.if kame can face his day,why dont you?".then my mood change.it not just kame but kattun also.
why i can say all this thing to you but become blank when try to do the email???
Dear LJ,
my lappy hate me...really really hate me.he hate me bcoz love kattun more.wei lappy, are u jealous with kattun???come on lappy,i know them bcoz of u.i addicted with white x'mas bcoz of u.so u want to blame me???hidoi...my lappy stuck today...all my folder in local disc (c) lost....ALL LOST.NOTHING LEFT BEHIND.lappy...i have a 30gb folder of all my jpop things on that hdd.mostly is kattun....and 'lucky on yui',i just make a back up of 5 gb of it....i lost my precious.i lost my 3 years work w/o stop to get all this thing just bcoz of u,lappy...congrate ne lappy.u are able to make my day become more bad.
Dear LJ,
i love no 1,2, and 3.but i love it when it become 3 to 2 to 1.so i will keep the best and make it be the last.the best can be my lucky or my unlucky....i said above that today is my bad day.there are 3 reasons.i already mention 2 of it above.here come the worst reason why today is my bad day...
Dear LJ,
today(3 years ago) i lost my best friend.the one and only best friend i have.the one that i trust the most.we share everything together.even ppl around us said bad thing bout us(since we are not the same genre...baka reason) but we manage to make our friendship become 15 years olds(dah form 3,our r/ship,ne?).u the 1st person i knew on my 1st day in school.we fight for the same chair bcoz both of us love blue...i cried w/o stop bcoz cant beat ur mark in math and english.u cried too but infront of our teacher just to give ur mark to me to make it become same mark(u got it even aunt slap ur face when she knew it)....i paid u back.!!!!! i reject the offer to be a katak too.if u can heard it again.remember we called PTS as katak xm?just bcoz kena lompat dr thn 3 trs ke thn 5.hehe...u reject so me too....we sing together on teacher days.we dedicate our 'precious but hampeh' voice to our enemy(yeah...pn mar bcoz she caught us ponteng perhimpunan just to tangkap belalang utk terkejutkan 'cik perasan cantik' kelas kita.wei u know,that minah come to see me just to warning stay away from her prince charming.uwek...since when u have darah diraja,huh?).hohoho.we make pn mar cried bcoz of our excellent lakonan.we are the ruler of school.even both are pengawas but we always langgar the law(pengawas yg jd pengganas kerana kena sumpah dgn mawas)...hehe law made by ppl bcoz they want human break it.remember our motto?i wonder how can pn mar bertahan dgn kita....thats our sekolah rendah sweet memory......we still have a lot of memory but not enough space lor...kesian kat my LJ....cukuplah jd kenangan abadi kita bersama....
haha sek men memory.....u got offer from mrsm but reject it bcoz i cant go too(my disease,right).u make ur mom angry again.berapa bakullah sepnjg hidup kita kena 'ayt manja' dr aunt????we still tulikan telinga.both of us have nakal genetic,ne?.u give ur gold medal to me bcoz u said i'm ur best supporter.haha.x sia2 jd pom pom girl sambilan kat tepi pdg.x msk bertanding pun dpt medal.peliknya....we made a promise to sekali setiap thn ponteng kelas.we did that excellently w/o kantoi.genius.huh????still remember,our malay teacher reaction when she knew that we got A's in that subject during pmr(we are buta bahasa.u with ur penulisan prob and i with pemahaman prob.but the worst is komsas).haha.x pasal2 cgu kena belanja laksa johor warung pak ali.kenyang gila....u reject ur sbp offer bcoz we thought my family still not willing to lepaskan anak manja dia nie.never knew the result is +ve.my family give permission to try mrsm.haha.semua student kena tinggal dua thn.yui dua bln.x sanggup lor.semuanya x best.xde sape nak kejutkan if tertidur dlm kelas.wei..u know what my alasan to my mom and dad?my heart have culture shock.everyday i got the attack...sorry,ne.....i think they know the real reason.i'm so happy when knew u still save the place beside u for me...haha i saw someone in front of the class jealous to me again.....why i love to tease that minah.it just her face too kawai....
then i got my matrik offer and u got that offer.u want to be a doctor bcoz want to cure my disease.i want to be a lawyer supaya sng nak bela ur impatient habit masa rawat ur patient...silly reason,ne?but my mom not allowed me to take law bcoz she said the book so heavy so she scare i cant angkat that.so x kshlah ambil account.then change lah the reason.i want to be an accountant bcoz want to uruskan ur account book(i wonder siapa sebnrnya yg boros)....for the first time,we have separate ways of life.u with ur offer and i have to go kmp.but seriously,my kmp friend same like u.i enjoy with them.but with u is better.
11.6.2006....i still blame myself bcoz not calling u the night before. ..how stupid i am?how come i cant realize the way the msg appear.i thought that msg was from u.serious.bcoz u said u change ur number so the 1st unknown number come,i thought it was from u.u never called me as yuni again after form 3.u the 1st person called me as yui bcoz of that secret.but i cant realize it when the msg keep write yuni not yui.i never thought that msg was from that minah(yeah our gedik minah).she want to kacau yui.she pretend she was u.i thought i give the 1st birthday msg to 'u'(tepat jam 12 am).and i said that i'm going to be the last person who said happy besday to u.i will called u on 11.50pm(bcoz ur surat beranak said ur birth time was 11.50pm).so i want be the first person give msg and the last person called u on ur day.selalunya turutannya terbalik.i knew it.call first then msg.but...i dont know..i just want to make different that year.so xkshlah if x tpn dulu coz kita dah msg mlmnya.
i got ur mom called on my way to have breakfast.i thought i want to have nasi lemak.aunt said u gone.gone forever.ur died time was 3am.that was the last time i watch my hp to know the time.3 am.i still remember that time.my nasi lemak become kayu.u always mad at me bcoz tidur mati during bio class but who know u the one who mati dalam tidur.i skip my whole class for that day.i stayed at library and read medic book bcoz that can make me remind of u(ur fav subject).i dont know anything what i read.i just thinking of u.i cant balik johor bcoz it is too far from kmp.so during cuti tgh sem,i the one whoo is soo excited nak balik bcoz i miss u so much
pelikkan kita.on ur besday,u will buy me present.then on my besday,i will buy for u too....on last letter,u said there are three things that make us different(1st=u love bio but for me it is biol. 2nd=u love manga but i hate it bcoz i never know how to read a manga.3rd=ur dream pet is a tortoise bcoz he can kalahkan arnab and u hate penguin but jealous pingu too cute.but for me,i hate tortoise bcoz for me,he is a pengecut binatang bcoz he will sembunyikan badan dia dalam shell dia masa waktu susah.mcm mana nak maju if xnak berdpn dgn cbrn.and i love penguin bcoz pingu too cute.)....u said gokusen manga is sugoi.so we already watched gokusen 1(bcoz idk bout the manga).then as my present,u bought me,the gokusen 2 drama.u said there is kame.u the one who teach me tortoise is kame.u said if i hate tortoise but maybe i can like kame bcoz u said this kame can berlakon.different from tortoise.i cried when i watched gokusen 2.everytime i saw that drama,it remind me of u.
Dear LJ,
when my best friend died,i felt i have no one.i mean beside my family.then he teach me sth.even until now, i still hate tortoise but i love kame.i lost my best friend but he give me my love....so today idk the main reason y it is my bad day.bcoz of he or kame.both i love.one is my bestfriend and one is my love.
Dear u,
i try become happy yui but failed. i still remember,we ended our last called with huge fight bcoz u said i'm too manja coz still cant biasakan diri dgn new environment.still want to depend to my family.so completelah memory kita.kita mulakan persahabatan kita dgn gdh rebutkan kerusi dan akhirinya dgn gaduh juga.i still cant forgive myself for my stupid.until now,i never msg with that minah again.pandai2 lah dia nak tahu keslhn dia.ne, u....do u think i have to 'forgive and forget' dgn that minah.yeah,,,,maybe.who know???if my op fail,then i never get the opportunity to see her again....then i can follow u....and left kame....
Dear LJ,
i want to end my babling today with a special dedication.a song from kaoru amane = 'taiyou no uta'.this song i dedicate to my dear LJ and my bestfriend....u
~end of word~
~yui~