Disjointed Brainwaves
My mind isn't functioning properly right now. With only power naps and not enough sleep, I find my bed the most comfortable thing to behold. And it's inviting me since... forever. Why am I even succumbing to this madness? I mean, really?
Well, it's a requirement for graduation. It's an undergraduate thesis which needs to be finished by January so we can have our graduating thesis exhibit by February. And oh, tomorrow's the defense. And I'm just starting my presentation.
Art direction and copy writing are making my head spin right now. I don't think I can be both when I enter the world of advertising. But we'll see what I can do. I love both of them, but I can only pick one. If I'm going to be in the cut for the grueling ad agency world. Hahaha.
Confidence dwindling. I'm supposed to channel happy thoughts while letting these out. Sheesh. There goes my self-esteem down the drain. @_@
Mmm. But this is what I've been waiting for, right? I've waited for so long for this come, so I can finally show everyone what I've got, what I've learned. I've waited so long to be on this path to graduation. I'm on this road and we're already nearing the curve. I have to make a move now so I can make it on the next bend. Yes, I'll give my all and not wait idly for something to happen! Yes! T_T
And in my age, I should already be working, helping my parents with the increasing expenses at home and of my siblings. I'll definitely ace that panel defense. My mentor has high hopes for me, too. I'll show her how great she is. I'll make the people around me happy by putting my best on everything that I do.
I'm getting emotional already. Hahaha. Turn this pressure to passion, as my friend said. Convert negative energy into positive ones so that I can help myself and also others.
I think I may want to become a professor in the future, too.
Well, it's a requirement for graduation. It's an undergraduate thesis which needs to be finished by January so we can have our graduating thesis exhibit by February. And oh, tomorrow's the defense. And I'm just starting my presentation.
Art direction and copy writing are making my head spin right now. I don't think I can be both when I enter the world of advertising. But we'll see what I can do. I love both of them, but I can only pick one. If I'm going to be in the cut for the grueling ad agency world. Hahaha.
Confidence dwindling. I'm supposed to channel happy thoughts while letting these out. Sheesh. There goes my self-esteem down the drain. @_@
Mmm. But this is what I've been waiting for, right? I've waited for so long for this come, so I can finally show everyone what I've got, what I've learned. I've waited so long to be on this path to graduation. I'm on this road and we're already nearing the curve. I have to make a move now so I can make it on the next bend. Yes, I'll give my all and not wait idly for something to happen! Yes! T_T
And in my age, I should already be working, helping my parents with the increasing expenses at home and of my siblings. I'll definitely ace that panel defense. My mentor has high hopes for me, too. I'll show her how great she is. I'll make the people around me happy by putting my best on everything that I do.
I'm getting emotional already. Hahaha. Turn this pressure to passion, as my friend said. Convert negative energy into positive ones so that I can help myself and also others.
I think I may want to become a professor in the future, too.