I Mean to Say a Lot
Hello, new autumn layout!
Hello, nearly semester break. Seriously, why the need to go to lengths about problem-based learning when we've been employing it in every imaginable general education subject there is? I'm not complaining, though. I get to meet new people to work with and possibly, new friends. I'm trying to be optimistic here!
Synthesis. From what I understand, it is forming something new out of many ideas. And that's what we're doing. Brainstorming as a group, making concept maps, researching to find solutions and implementing solutions for the problem trigger. We're supposed to come up with specific courses of action and it's not that easy to do. Hahaha. Tomorrow is library work. My task, I think, is the most difficult one. I need to do my best!
I've been a really bad person lately. People are actually surprised to hear me say curse words a lot. And add to that myself thinking ill of other people. I'm not really alright. What's inside me is reflected upon my actions. My cool, casual facade is standing on really thin ice. The ice sheet may crack soon. I thought all these mournings and deep sighs are over. Turns out, it isn't enough. I need more time to face this on my own. I need to open this faucet of tears again until nothing is left. So I may be tired. So I may struggle to find another way.
This... thing isn't helping at all, too. I fear my grades will be below average this semester. I can feel it. Where are my dreams of having distinctions in my thesis? And I have disappointed my super supportive thesis mentor. Huhu. I must be strong in mind and spirit to motivate myself! T_T
Wow, I feel like a high schooler after reading back this entry. Sounds like something from my old journal. Hahaha. So random. And I'm living up to it.
I'm hungry now. Last night, I cooked myself a big serving of cheese omelet. What a way to lessen my cholesterol levels. Hahahaha. Tonight, I'm having my mom's beef tapa. HMMM :9
I wish life is as simple as country life where we just roll over the hay, fly kites and run around like there's no tomorrow.
Hello, nearly semester break. Seriously, why the need to go to lengths about problem-based learning when we've been employing it in every imaginable general education subject there is? I'm not complaining, though. I get to meet new people to work with and possibly, new friends. I'm trying to be optimistic here!
Synthesis. From what I understand, it is forming something new out of many ideas. And that's what we're doing. Brainstorming as a group, making concept maps, researching to find solutions and implementing solutions for the problem trigger. We're supposed to come up with specific courses of action and it's not that easy to do. Hahaha. Tomorrow is library work. My task, I think, is the most difficult one. I need to do my best!
I've been a really bad person lately. People are actually surprised to hear me say curse words a lot. And add to that myself thinking ill of other people. I'm not really alright. What's inside me is reflected upon my actions. My cool, casual facade is standing on really thin ice. The ice sheet may crack soon. I thought all these mournings and deep sighs are over. Turns out, it isn't enough. I need more time to face this on my own. I need to open this faucet of tears again until nothing is left. So I may be tired. So I may struggle to find another way.
This... thing isn't helping at all, too. I fear my grades will be below average this semester. I can feel it. Where are my dreams of having distinctions in my thesis? And I have disappointed my super supportive thesis mentor. Huhu. I must be strong in mind and spirit to motivate myself! T_T
Wow, I feel like a high schooler after reading back this entry. Sounds like something from my old journal. Hahaha. So random. And I'm living up to it.
I'm hungry now. Last night, I cooked myself a big serving of cheese omelet. What a way to lessen my cholesterol levels. Hahahaha. Tonight, I'm having my mom's beef tapa. HMMM :9
I wish life is as simple as country life where we just roll over the hay, fly kites and run around like there's no tomorrow.