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Title:Thinking of You
Length:One Shot
Pairing:Yunjae/Jae7en
Genre:Angst...I need something heartbreaking right now so yeah
Summary:Cause when I'm with him I'am thinking of you...
Disclaimer:I do not own Katy Perry and neither do I own this song and the boys...But I do OWN the STORY
Comparisons are easily done
once you've had a taste of perfection
Jaejoong stared at the man before him. His name was Se7en and they have been dating for almost 2 years now.
Se7en was the type of guy that girls and guys wanted to date because he was as they would put it...
"Perfect"
But for Jaejoong everything his boyfriend did always came second best.
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As they walked hand in hand along the empty streets of Seoul in the middle of the night Jaejoong
looked at Se7en.
'If he was here with me instead of you he would hold me closer' Jaejoong thought
"Babe what's wrong?" Se7en asked as they stopped infront of the park
"Huh? Oh Nothing..." Jaejoong replied without much thought
Jaejoong's eyes found it's way around the old swing where his former lover would push him,
the park where they would act like kids and goof around, laughing and having a good time
Yunho...
'Se7en would never do what we used to do...He's too mature for that...I miss you.' Jaejoong thought
You said move on where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know
As they made their way inside the apartment Jaejoong ran to the bathroom and closed the door
Lowering himself down the bathtub he leaned his head on the tip of the tub and closed his eyes
'Yunho-ah what am I supposed to do? You told me to move on but no matter what I do I find myself constantly
thinking of you! Do you know how I feel right now?' Jaejoong thought
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They sat on a bench inside the park where they first met. Jaejoong leaned his head on Yunho's shoulder and found
himself drifting to sleep.
"Jaejoong-ah" Yunho said before Jaejoong could fall asleep
"What is it Yunho-ah?" Jaejoong asked as he sat up and looked at Yunho
"Let's end this."
"What? Why?"
Tears were shed and words were said and all Jaejoong could do was watch Yunho's back disappear...
"Move on" Yunho told Jaejoong
Jaejoong fell to the ground and screamed....
"YUNHO-AH HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MOVE ON WHEN I'M SO INLOVE WITH YOU!"
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Jaejoong opened his eyes and got up from the bathtub
Dressing himself he made his way towards the living room and saw Se7en sleeping on the sofa
He made his way towards Se7en with tears in his eyes
'I'm so sorry Se7en I'm still inlove with him and I can't let him go'
He put a blanket over Se7en's shivering body and headed for the bedroom.
'He will always be second best Yunho-ah...I think you should know that'
Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh,I wish I was looking into your eyes
As they both laid down in bed Jaejoong couldn't help but think of Yunho
Every single time he was with Se7en all he could do was think of Yunho
Think of how much different Yunho was from Se7en forgetting the fact that Se7en isn't Yunho
A few minutes later he heard Se7en's light snore indicating that the other man was asleep
'He never hugs me to sleep like you do Yunho-ah...he hates hugging people while sleeping he thinks it's disturbing'
Feeling his eyes get heavier Jaejoong snuggled closer to what used to be Yunho's pillow and closed his eyes
He could almost imagine himself being with Yunho. It was the closest thing he had left of Yunho...
A pillow that he would forever keep to remind himself of the best and only guy he would ever
Love
He kissed my lips I taste your mouth
He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
Jaejoong and Se7en woke up the next morning and looked at each other
From the look in Se7en's eyes Jaejoong knew just what he wanted. He took a deep breath and waited for Se7en to move
Slowly Se7en hovered over Jaejoong and kissed his lips
Yunho....
Even at times like these Jaejoong never forgot to think of Yunho...
And as Se7en prepared to enter him Jaejoong felt the tears come out
'I'm so disgusting Yunho-ah giving myself to a man I would never love'
'So disgusting for lying to him to you and to myself'
"Ah...Ahhh....Ahhh!" Jaejoong felt Se7en release in him
'I love you and only you Yunho-ah...Forever and ever like our promise'
You're the best and yes I do regret
how I could let myself let you go
Now the lessons learned
Late in the afternoon Jaejoong was left alone in the apartment
Se7en was off to work and he was extremely lonely without anyone to accompany him
Jaejoong hated being alone....Ever since Yunho left him he hated being left alone
Jaejoong walked towards the kitchen and took down a picture of his family on the wall revealing a small door
Opening the door he noticed that the picture was still there, besides the pillow that Yunho left behind
Jaejoong kept one picture of him and Yunho.
'I wish I never let you go Yunho-ah...I wish I told you to stay instead of just letting you walk away
I feel so stupid for letting you go. I didn't even bother asking you...And now I'm stuck in a life I never wanted to have
because everything I had ever planned for myself included you'
Cause in your eyes
I'd like to stay
Finishing Note: I just wanted to write something angsty....For everyone who will probably wonder what happened to Yunho, I'll leave it all to you to decided what could have happened to him...I wish this satisfies you....I've been on writers block and well I'm trying to get my muse back hopefully soon I will.....