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Sep 21, 2015 19:58

Its phone Update Time!

Man, i didnt know what to write. I've been drudging through the weeks, still with this cold. And i Need More things to Look forward to. We Havent been doing much on Weekends, Nao is here and we have Visited family and wiorked in her Job Applications and then she leaves early in the afternoon on Sunday. Its not Fun having to Apple for jobs/apprenticeships when your 15 and that seems like your while Future. We have been Sending off a ton, but they have all let us know in Octobee. There's a FairPlay agreement Amine employers not to hire any earlier for apprenticeships. Not everybody Sticks with that, and the das are out, so were Sending off Letters but not Feelings hurried.

Im still and always amazed at how Great Nao handles, you know , life. I feel like it Took me forever into adulthood to get m Shit halfway together, so how dös she do that?

Shes very happy in geneva, has found Friends, she likes her family, but there s this fucking janitor - he chatted with her on the bus, he Takes the Same One home, she found that annoying. But then he Textes her - she didnt give him her number. And apparently today again ran to get on the Same. Fuck and while that could Happen here it is so scary when Shes away. She will complain at the school tomorrow and let me know, and of they dont seriously Cut that Shit i will go in there like whoa!

Here and now though, r is unexpwctedly also benefiting from n being gone. Shes so always been the Baby WHO likes being at home and Well being babied. She also has a Lot more anxiety about a Lot of things. But lately she has been very consciously challening Herself to be more independent. We are slowly working on her Taking the bus to school in her own, and Shes been doing so great in her New Dance class. Im also amazed at how she Identifies and name's her Feelings of anxiety. She was nervous about her First Day of Horde riding camp today, and she Talkes about it and asked for reassurance and Knete that she would be Fine once she started. I just know i did not have anyone to Talk to äs a Kid, and didnt have the words, an in Top of my anxiety i just believed i was wring to Steuggle so much.

I Need to Return to work, it hard to fit it all in before and after Rayos class, but then i also get that enforced Break in the afternoon. Today ibought dinner geoceries and had coffee and read and drew. Dinner was a mix of dark greens with Apple,Croûtons and Bacons with raspberry Dressing, plus Bacons Bürgers for everybody Else.
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