Mar 22, 2007 12:13
Hiya, I'm here telling you about whats been going on.
I'm over Brad, maybe not completely, but I'm still over him. I still have feelings for him, and I get irritated when people talk about him and say they are going to date him and everything. Though my feelings were not out there until recently, I still feel quite bundled up inside and have a little heart for him.
My new interest is Nic, I think I've said stuff about him already, but yeah. I like him. He is great. Today he was all like, "What, now everytime you see my face, your going to smile?" I said, "Yeah, duh." I think he knows I love him, why not? I tell him I love him everyday. He is so adorable with his brown eyes, and long hair... and that body... erm... yeah, let me stop talking about him because your getting me worked up... HAHA.
Well, talk about Nic's body... heh, I'm listening to the music right now, and the song "When I think about you I touch myself" came on... how akward... erm... yeah get your head out of the gutter because that is not what I'm doing.
Now the song Drift Away by Uncle Kracker is on. I like this song, I don't know why, but I do.
Anyway, I know I sound obsessed, heh, but I wanna talk a little more about today and Nic. We only have one class together, but we hang out at the beginning and the end of each class. But yeah, we were talking, and I was saying what a coincidence that Brad always wears the same color shirt as me, and he was all like, "What do you mean?" I said, "He wears the same shirt, like the day before we were both wearing gray, and then we both wore black, and now we are wearing grey again." And then he was like, "Which Brad?" and he then thought he was all like, "Oh... big Brad?" LOL. I said, "Yeah," and then I explained it again, and I showed him the color shirt I had on and he was all like, "Woh, why are you showing me those doubles?" LOL. I couldn't help crack up to death. We were both laughing.
I hate to say self obsessed... heh. But Nic and I look good together... I don't know why, but I like the way we look. It really looks like we are a couple when we walk down the hallway together, I've had people ask me frequently if we were dating, and I keep saying, "Naw, we're just friends." Then they get all disapointed, should we be dating? I know that I like him more than a friend, but I don't know if he likes me like that. I don't know if he would be okay if we were dating, with me moving and all, and we can't make a real commitment.
Later,
Sarah