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HEy guys :D Its been a while since i did a acutally update on my lj. Im always on facebook and Devinatart. So if you have a facebook or deviantart account, you can always find and talk to me there :) Espiecally Deviantart. I love seeing my friends artwork.
So things have been going pretty good. I only have a month left of my first semester classes, and about 3 more weeks till my friends come home from college. I cant begin to explain how happy that will make me. The summer before college was one of the best. I had so many friends and we were always goin out and doin things together. Then college starts, and so many of our friends are startings to fade away. I guess thats just a natural part of life, when we all start to choose our own paths and lead our own lives. Its just hard to say goodbye yet again. Its like each year, i keep losing more and more friends. But i am so grateful for the few friends who have stayed with me. Amanda is one of my BFF's! I hang out with her all the time and we have so fun together. Shes there for me, and i for her. We have gotten so much closer since so many people have left. <33 We were close before, but now were even closer and its the first time i felt like i had a true Best Friend since Sammie( my childhood best friend who i was friends with till i was 15).
Saterday night, me, Amanda, and my friends Kelsey and Alania went to a party. And Boy was it one eventful night!!! It was a after-halloween party, and it was thrown by Amandas ex-boyfriend Randy. She n Randy broke up a lill while ago, cause it was a very difficult time in his life and he needed time to himself and that it was just bad timing. She understood, and had no hard feelings about it. We were invited a while ago, so we went anyway. I went to amandas around 6-ish. It was a costume party, but i didnt wanna be a cute lill pink fairy around a bunch of drunk and high guys. So i didnt wear it. The plan was that me and amanda were gonna be drinking so nither of us could drive, and since kels and alainia drove to the party in there own car, me and amanda were gona spend the night. lol. At first i was terrifed of sleeping around a buch of ppl i didnt even know, but amanda talked me into it.
So we get there around 8 and not much is happening. The party is around a pit they made in the back of the wood, about 5 minutes from Randys house. We we walked to the pit ( after triping over every fucking twig and rock that god can throw at one person), and people were just chilen, drinking and having fun. But i didnt know ANY of them.lol. SO for the first 20 minutes it was soo akward. Me and Amanda just sat n drank Jungle Juice ( no idea what was in it, but it wasnt that bad). After a while, i started to feel the jungle juice. haha. Boy was walking fun!! lol. I only drank 2 cups of it, and half of Amandas cup( i didnt wana get up so i stole most of hers), but it was enough to get me drunk. lol. It was probably the WORST timing of my life. I should of starting drinking a bit later then i did. SO first off, everyone started talking about how there wanna be Bloods( gang group) were going to stop by and crash the party and steal all the alchohol and girls. They do this all the time and are very violent, they are always carrying knifes and guns with them, and before they came a guy came up to me and said, someone is going to die tonight. Someone will be shot or stabbed. Thats how violent these people are. SO im scared shitless right now.
HOWEVER my body and mind arnt really in sync at this point. Its a long was back to the house and i can barely stand. We all got our stuff together, and got back to the house as fast as possible, before these guys came. The walk back was...um..challenging. I tripped like 50 times and in MUD no less. Amanda was trying to talk to me seriously, since this was a very bad situation, but i was pretty much gone at that point. We couldnt decide if we should leave or not. Amanda wanted to stay, and i well..... i was kinda in the middle, i wanted to go but at the same time i did NOT want my mom to see me like this. Id be in a lot of trouble seeing as how she didnt even know i was here. She though i was sleeping over Amandas house.
To make matters even worse, before the blood wannbe's came, THE COPS SHOW UP. >< There are beer cans everywhere, drunk ppl walking around in a daze, so i though for sure my ass was goin to jail. But Randys parents talked to the police, and they just told us to keep it down and then they left. THANK GOD. <3
Amanda and I stayed, while Kels n Alainia called it a night. Guys were comin around and keep hittin on us, and feelin us up. IT WAS CREEPPY. Amanda had a knife in her bra in case any of them decide to not to take no for an answer. I started hangin around this guy Nick, who told amanda he REALLY liked me, and ended up kissing him throughout the night. lol. I also kissed Amanda though to.lol. That was intersting. But i guess everyone kisses there best friend at sum point. lol.
Around 1 a.m i started getting sleepy so i went to the back of Amandas Monte Carlo n tried to sleep. haha. YEA RIGHT. Not the greatest sleep i ever got. Her backseat is like 4 ft long and i had buckels jamming into my ass to.
Overall it was a very fun and eventful night :P I feel so proud of myself for finally getting out and doin sumthing for once.
So things have been going pretty good. I only have a month left of my first semester classes, and about 3 more weeks till my friends come home from college. I cant begin to explain how happy that will make me. The summer before college was one of the best. I had so many friends and we were always goin out and doin things together. Then college starts, and so many of our friends are startings to fade away. I guess thats just a natural part of life, when we all start to choose our own paths and lead our own lives. Its just hard to say goodbye yet again. Its like each year, i keep losing more and more friends. But i am so grateful for the few friends who have stayed with me. Amanda is one of my BFF's! I hang out with her all the time and we have so fun together. Shes there for me, and i for her. We have gotten so much closer since so many people have left. <33 We were close before, but now were even closer and its the first time i felt like i had a true Best Friend since Sammie( my childhood best friend who i was friends with till i was 15).
Saterday night, me, Amanda, and my friends Kelsey and Alania went to a party. And Boy was it one eventful night!!! It was a after-halloween party, and it was thrown by Amandas ex-boyfriend Randy. She n Randy broke up a lill while ago, cause it was a very difficult time in his life and he needed time to himself and that it was just bad timing. She understood, and had no hard feelings about it. We were invited a while ago, so we went anyway. I went to amandas around 6-ish. It was a costume party, but i didnt wanna be a cute lill pink fairy around a bunch of drunk and high guys. So i didnt wear it. The plan was that me and amanda were gonna be drinking so nither of us could drive, and since kels and alainia drove to the party in there own car, me and amanda were gona spend the night. lol. At first i was terrifed of sleeping around a buch of ppl i didnt even know, but amanda talked me into it.
So we get there around 8 and not much is happening. The party is around a pit they made in the back of the wood, about 5 minutes from Randys house. We we walked to the pit ( after triping over every fucking twig and rock that god can throw at one person), and people were just chilen, drinking and having fun. But i didnt know ANY of them.lol. SO for the first 20 minutes it was soo akward. Me and Amanda just sat n drank Jungle Juice ( no idea what was in it, but it wasnt that bad). After a while, i started to feel the jungle juice. haha. Boy was walking fun!! lol. I only drank 2 cups of it, and half of Amandas cup( i didnt wana get up so i stole most of hers), but it was enough to get me drunk. lol. It was probably the WORST timing of my life. I should of starting drinking a bit later then i did. SO first off, everyone started talking about how there wanna be Bloods( gang group) were going to stop by and crash the party and steal all the alchohol and girls. They do this all the time and are very violent, they are always carrying knifes and guns with them, and before they came a guy came up to me and said, someone is going to die tonight. Someone will be shot or stabbed. Thats how violent these people are. SO im scared shitless right now.
HOWEVER my body and mind arnt really in sync at this point. Its a long was back to the house and i can barely stand. We all got our stuff together, and got back to the house as fast as possible, before these guys came. The walk back was...um..challenging. I tripped like 50 times and in MUD no less. Amanda was trying to talk to me seriously, since this was a very bad situation, but i was pretty much gone at that point. We couldnt decide if we should leave or not. Amanda wanted to stay, and i well..... i was kinda in the middle, i wanted to go but at the same time i did NOT want my mom to see me like this. Id be in a lot of trouble seeing as how she didnt even know i was here. She though i was sleeping over Amandas house.
To make matters even worse, before the blood wannbe's came, THE COPS SHOW UP. >< There are beer cans everywhere, drunk ppl walking around in a daze, so i though for sure my ass was goin to jail. But Randys parents talked to the police, and they just told us to keep it down and then they left. THANK GOD. <3
Amanda and I stayed, while Kels n Alainia called it a night. Guys were comin around and keep hittin on us, and feelin us up. IT WAS CREEPPY. Amanda had a knife in her bra in case any of them decide to not to take no for an answer. I started hangin around this guy Nick, who told amanda he REALLY liked me, and ended up kissing him throughout the night. lol. I also kissed Amanda though to.lol. That was intersting. But i guess everyone kisses there best friend at sum point. lol.
Around 1 a.m i started getting sleepy so i went to the back of Amandas Monte Carlo n tried to sleep. haha. YEA RIGHT. Not the greatest sleep i ever got. Her backseat is like 4 ft long and i had buckels jamming into my ass to.
Overall it was a very fun and eventful night :P I feel so proud of myself for finally getting out and doin sumthing for once.