Sep 24, 2003 18:31
today has been a chillin day...i love wednesday..cuz it means that we are half way to the weekend and because i dont have to work... I wake up go to school and thne just chill...Today i went to dunkin donuts and saw gina we had breakfast together...then i went to do my nails...then to buy Vanessa and Eddie's baby shower present...yeah tough decision her gift registry was 18 pages long i had no clue what-so-ever what to buy!!! I finally picked something out after like an hour...there were soo many cute things and i saw so many cute babies...i want one...well just a new born...actually not really the thought is cuter then having one...so anyways i then went to my grandparents house...and thne i came home to now which i am really bored i was going to go to the marlins game but i am not going to pay $16 i think i might go to the mall with cindy and well hopefully later i get to chill with jorge but then again with him i never know...there is always some-type of misunderstanding and then i also feel like we see each other when he wants to...i was getting a lot stronger when it came to this situation but then little things occur that i get all weak... grrrr... according to maiko i am loosing points cuz i am loosing my touch/ getting out of the game...yeah its sad to say that it is true..its hard but this guy is just pulling me in...hopefully it is all for the good and there wont be anymore wrong turns. Okay i kinda did something bad but then at the sametime its not really that bad depending on how you look at it but i just couldnt help it and the worst part was that i enjoyed it... but if things go good in one situation then i wont have to feel bad cuz i wont put myself in this situation again....ayyy w/e i know this all seems a tad bit confusing but w/e i am confused as well...ENOUGH....later