My weekend

[yumyumyeily]

I know i said i would write in this a lot but i havent really had much time to get online. Lets see Friday was a horrible day for me. I just broke down three times. Once in school on my way to task, then in practice, then on my way home from practice. I swear i have had to much on my mind and so much stress but i feel as if i dont have time for myself, and i know that i should care about what people say and about all their talking crap...but that just got me soo mad on friday.But whatever that happened on Friday and i have calm down i dont feel so stressed out now. Yesterday was our 1st competition. The whole i wasnt nervous and right before when warm up ended that i was walking towards the doors to go into the school building i felt all the nervous. As soon as we entered the gym and i set all my equipment i was just hoping to catch everything and that i just to have a great show. We had a couple of drops but i didnt drop neither did aileen and diana we were so happy!!! i had an awesome show! Our coaches were disappointed in us, they thought that we could have done much better....so since it was our first competition in OPEN class we were already expecting to loose in 4th place. they called out cooper city in 4th and i was like well at least we are getting 3rd place, but then they called stomen douglas i was like we beat stomen douglas and we are going to be in 2nd place i was like wow not bad pretty good! but then they called flannigan in 2nd place then i was like OH MY GOD!!!!! What are they doing!?!?!?!? When they called Hialeah High 1st place i was so in shock that i barely even clap i couldnt believe it! Afterwards when we got to school we went to eat at IHOP it was fun a lot of people went! and then i had practice today from 11:30 to 6 i am really tired! then i have practice tomorrow again but from 4 to 9.
::::So the reason i am scared...Mike sent me this thing it is sooooo freaky. My heart didnt stop racing but its going back to normal. It is so freaky:::::
Man i am trying to find some song but i dont know who sings it and i dont know the name. this sucks. oh well i am tired.GOODNIGHT