Dec 02, 2002 20:01
Wow its been a while...i decided to visit and well just looking at Angelica and cindys lj made me want to just express myself so here i go......
1.I hate feeling lonely
2. i hate not having someone that i can talk to 24/7
3. i hate the fact that i dont have a best friend anymore
4. i hate the fact that my best is practically married and she lives on the other side of the city
5. i hate missing kenny
6. i hate the way that i am feeling
7. i hate it when kenny makes me feel like the bad person
8. i hate it that everyone feels bad for kenny
9. what about me...what cuz he didnt do anything to me?????
10. i hate people that talk so much crap
11. i wish that i would have never joined t-bredettes
12. i wish i didnt like being in colorguard
13. i wish i could just make up my mind about doing winterguard
14. i actually i am glad i joind tbredettes i just wished that the people wouldnt of changed
15. i miss melissa and vanessa and jovanna
16. i miss the F.B.I the sun tribe
17. i miss 10th grade year
18. i find it funny how lexis is always reminding me of 10th grade
19. i wish that a certain person wasnt such a liar and that he can just come out with the truth
20. i hate it how i can be mad at ferny and when we talk he makes me laugh and i forget why i was mad at him..but thats what i love about ferny he ALWAYS finds a way to make me smile
21. i wisht i wouldnt be back and forth
22. i think its funny how there was a gangster kenny in my life
22. i wish i wasnt sooo complicated/picky when it comes to guys
23. i hate being and only child
24. i miss my cousin javi
25. i miss my old block
26. i miss going on the little raft in my lake
27. i wish i can meet a really hot guy that will make me melt..lol
28. i miss the days that we use to go out in the mini vans
29. i hate drugs
30. i hate throwing up i think thats why i am not much of a drinker
31. i love the color purple
32. i love the summer
33. i hate the fact that sr. year is almost over
34, i hate school
35. i hate it that our group has seperated and we all dont get along
36. i love my car
37. i cant wait til angelica's bday
38. i cant wait til we leave to cancun
39. i hate mom always being on top of me to do things
40. i wish my family was bigger and that we were closer
41. i hate that my family lives soo far away from me
42. i hate it when my parents fight and they try to put me in the middle
43. i hate the days when all i feel like doing is crying
44. i hate being paraniod
45. i wish i was still a little kid with no worries
46. i love dancing
47. i hate getting old
48. i want to be a bum at times and not do anthing
49. i want to win the lottery at the age of 18.
50. i want to marry an old man from marco island and just wait for his death to take all his money and his house and his car
51. i want to have 5 kids
52. i want to travel the world and someone is suppose to come with me ;)
53. i hate not knowing when someone is serious or not
54. i hate not knowing at what status "we" stand and know know what type of "relationship" we have.
55. i am getting tired of all this covering up
56.i miss chilling at cindys house
57. i hate my cell phone
58. i hate lizards
59. i love christmas
60. i hate not knowing what to ask for christmas
61. i hate not having money
62. i miss diana
63. i hate it when people i am not close to call me manatee
64. i love being a homewrecker...lol. thats just for alina ;)
65. i hate taking a bath in cold water
66. i loving taking a shower and just escaping from everything and everyone
67. i love aly cuz we can relate..and she has been there for me all along
68. i love all my friends that are always there for me and support me in w.e i do
69. i love bonding at kirelis house
70.i hate being soo good
71. i want to be bad sometimes
72.i cant wait to get my senior pics
73. i miss lourdes
74. i miss getting cute emails from someone
75. i hate having my bday in january
76. well not this january cuz i'll be 18 faster
77. i hate it that my house is such a mess
78. i hate dust
79. i cant wait to they finish my house
80.i hate being sick
81. i love fishing
82. i love the beach
83.i love al green
84. i miss singing al green in the car
85. i want to go horse back riding
86. i want to get my scuba diving license
87. i want to go sky diving
88. i love justin timberlake
89. i hate the SAT
90. i am happy that i got a better score
91. i hate ms. merkersons mood swings
92. i love doplhins
93. i hope that we get a christmas tree this year
94. i love pretty cars
95. i hate having to be home early
96. i love money
97. i love FENDI
98. i love laughing
99. i love my grandparents
100. i love ice cream
101. i love taco bell
102. i love cheeseburger cheeseburger
103. i love cruises...someone told me that " we" were going for my bday
104. i love visiting curtis and the kkk
105. i hate to see my friends sad or upset
106. i miss natalia
107. i love dancing salsa with my cousin
108. i love pictures and doing my scrap book
109. i hate milk
110. i miss how someone use to make me drink milk
111. i miss trying new foods
112. i miss playing cards and board games
113. i love playing pictionary with lissette
114. i hate being lazy
115. i wish i had a personal maid
116. i hate chearters
117. i hate being put in the middle
118. i hate not knowing what to saying
119. i hate being at the wrong place at the wrong time
120. i wish things weren't so complicated
121. i wish we both knew what we wanted and what would be right for us
122. i hate thinking about "THIS" subject
123. i hate feeling bad for others
124. i love disney world
125. i love the keys
126. i love boating
127. i love being happy
128. i love/hate mystery
129. i miss TASK
130. i wish i knew who did all the Hating towards the sassys
131. i can't believe that 4 years have passed by so fast
132. i hate it that rainbows represents gay people
133.i wish i had dsl
134. i wish i knew more about computers
135. i love those late night converstations that you struggel to stay up cuz you dont watn to hang up
136. i love the rain
137. i hate being bored and thats why i am doing this ....i'll probably be back with more