Suprise!!!!
Suprise...Yeileen is writing in her LJ. Well being home with nothing to do and reading all of your entries insipired me to write. Comments to all To all of my buddies with love problems: just hang in there your prince charming will come in the mean while enjoy your single life as much as possible..wear whatever u want, go out wherever you want, talk and meet to as many people as you please, just go crazy and do whatever u want!!!! By reading all your entries made me think of the day that i was single...and yeah i love kenny and i love being with him but i have my days in which i wish i could go back to being single to do as i pleased and just getting away. I as well wish for all the things that most of you wrote that u wish for in your relationships and yeah i do have my moments that are like that with kenny, cuz i really cannot complain cuz he does treat my like a queen but there are always defaults in a relationship and there are always going to be fights...and sometimes i want to get aways from the fighting and just do as i please. I am only 17 and i sometimes feel that i spend to much time with kenny and that i need to get away, but its hard cuz he always wants to be together and i hate feeling like if i am married...i dunno if its the type of relationship that we have or if its suppose to feel that way after being together for 9 months. I sometimes feel like just having a b/f for special occasions...cuz it could get frustrating and when i do feel like just giving up its hard to cuz of everything that both of us have shared and then i think of the good times and i just cant let go. At times i wish i could just freeze kenny whenever i want and then just unfreeze him back. I wonder sometimes if i was single at the age of 17 how would i be and what would i be doing, cuz i know that when i got with kenny i changed, and i wonder how things would be, and how i would act or be if kenny and i break up...i wouldnt be the same or would i!?! I want to be able to meet other people and jsut do my own thing but thne again i dont want to loose him. I guess i cnat have everything the way i want it. Oh well i am young i have the right to feel this way...right....?